[Andy] *leaning against his kitchen counter and looking at the phone. smiling he realizes that he's already memorized Joey's number. He dials it quickly, smiling into the kitchen as the phone rings in his ear*
[Joey] *sighing as she hears her phone she flips it over and sees Andy's name. with a smile she answers it* Hey you! I was just thinking about you. Got that ESP working for you?
[Andy] *laughing* Nope, I leave all that magic stuff to you lot. Maybe you sent out some kind of magic Bat Signal to have me call you. I was here, hanging out at home, and I suddenly wanted to hear your voice.
[Joey] Damn, you found out about the secret Bat Signal! Now I have to kill you. *laughing with him* I have been working on this stupid research project for school, and got sidetracked. Now I no longer want to do the paper, but hearing your voice is a bonus.
[Andy] Well, you know, you'll have to get in line to kill me if I distract you from your schoolwork. Lizzy threatened me with life and limb if I didn't turn down my music last night. Apparently she was writing the same paper you are now.
[Joey] We both said we would do it before the World Cup, but we suck. We were too excited to concentrate, and now, my mind is a mess.
[Andy] *laughing again* Well far be it from me to be a distraction, but if you want I can come over and rub your shoulders so you can clear your mind.
[Joey] I don't think that would clear my mind, and mr wandering hands, I told you I have to get this paper done before I can let you come over.
[Andy] *jumping onto the counter and sighing* Fine, I won't come over there until you're done with your paper. But afterward, I make no promises.
[Joey] Afterwords you are more than welcome. *seeing something she can use for her paper she smiles* Hang on, I'm putting you on speaker. I found something I need to type. *typing away for a moment she stops and looks at the phone* Well, I do have to chat with a friend later for a few minutes.
[Andy] Oh no, I'm on speaker, better be careful what I say now. Don't want an angry brother type wizard showing up at my apartment, wand waving, cause I said naughty things to his baby sister. *not wanting to sound nosey, but curious he says* Who are you talking to later?
[Joey] *sighing loud enough so he hears* The brothers are playing basketball. So no worries there. As for the friend, I don't know how to tell you and I am not so good at hiding information. So, be ready to hang up on me. I almost expect it. *taking the phone off speaker and holding it to her ear* So, as I was sittting here working on this paper Evan sent me an instant message. We chatted, I told him I am seeing someone. But he is miserable in the states and is moving back to London.
[Andy] Evan? The guy you were dating before?
[Joey] Yes, the same guy.
[Andy] *the smile fading from his face, although he tries to hide it in his voice* So, the ex is moving back. That's great, you must be excited.
[Joey] I'm slightly pleased that you are now feeling slightly jealous. It's not like that Andy, he knows I am not single. I am not breaking up with you. Sorry you have to be more creative to get me to leave you.
[Andy] *closing his eyes but forcing a laugh* Jealous? Me? You must have me mistaken for someone else, I know nobody can compete with my hottness.
[Joey] *feeling hurt and pausing before speaking* I don't know what to say. I know that I told him about you, if I didn't care about you I would've kept you a secret. He knew about you before he told me he wanted to come back. I'm sorry I don't know how to make this any easier.
[Andy] Joey. Relax, really, it's fine. I like you and all, but I don't want to cramp your style. You're clearly happy that the d-bag who ran out on you without even asking how he could help when your sister was missing, is coming back. You know, maybe this time he'll be a little less self absorbed and he'll actually give a shit about you. Unless his other girlfriend gets sick and hurts his feelings again that is.
[Joey] Andy! That's messed up on so many levels. But you sit there and stew in your anger, apparently that is what makes you happy. I just want you to know I care about you, like a lot. If that isn't enough maybe I am not supposed to be with you. Even though you are the guy I want.
[Andy] No, Joey, stewing in my anger doesn't make me happy. Spending time with you makes me happy. You're the first girl I've ever wanted to be with exclusively, and I've committed to you. And now this guy comes back? And how do I know that when you see him you won't fall all over yourself to be with him again?
[Joey] Because I am taking you to the airport with me, and holding your hand as I talk to him, and introducing him to my boyfriend. I can't tell you I don't care about him because that is a lie. He left me when I needed him most. That still hurts. But when he left, it was you who held me when I cried. It was you who took me to the hospital when she was found, it was you who stayed by my side. And that means more to me than anything else in my life. You've proven more then you needed to. *closing her computer because she can no longer work on her paper*
[Andy] If you still care about him then what's going to happen when he makes up for leaving you. You're a sweet girl, you're not capable of holding grudges.
[Joey] I can't hold a grudge, but I know what I felt that day he walked away. I never want to feel that again. Hey give me a minute okay?
[Andy] *swinging his legs over the edge of the counter like a little pouting boy on time out* Sure, yeah, take your time. *he sits with the phone silent in his ear and jumps a minute later when he hears a knocking at the door. Knowing Lizzy was at work he wonders who it could be. Taking the phone with him he goes to the door an opens it up*
[Joey] *jumping into his arms as the door swings open, kissing him and then pulling away* I needed to be here. I can't have a talk like this on the phone.
[Andy] *looking at the phone and shrugging, hanging it up* I can get used to this I think. *hugging her and giving her a kiss before shutting the door behind her* Come on in, have a seat, you want a drink?
[Joey] Just some water, I am not very thirsty. *sitting down and watching Andy disappear into the kitchen and then smiling when he comes back out, taking the water* Thanks.
[Andy] *sitting on the arm of the couch, facing her, his feet planted firmly on the cushion in front of him* Joe, I like you, I really do. And I know you like me. But what about the one you love? Love beats like every time.
[Joey] *looking at Andy and then climbing next to him putting her legs across his lap* I don't know. This is all new to me. You are my second boyfriend, I don't know the rules of like and love all I know is want and need. I want you and I need you to trust me. I will be honest with you about every emotion that comes my way.
[Andy] *thinking while absentmindedly rubbing her bare calves under her capri pants* Well you're my first girlfriend. So bare with me, I'm not very good at this. It makes me feel better that you want me to go with you to the airport, but I'm not sure how I'm going to deal with someone who didn't appreciate you when he had you, and then dropped you like a bag of potatoes.
[Joey] I don't even know if I know how to handle it myself, but I don't know how to not be his friend. I won't know what to expect until I see him again. I want to hate him, I have thought about it. But in the end I just don't. Maybe because before he left we had started spending less and less time together. His working, my making new friends. I have tried to process this as a possibility since he left. And every time I try I just shrug it off and push it out of my mind, because I never thought he'd come back.
[Andy] I want you to know, if you do decide you still want him *at her protest he stops her* Seriously, I've seen it happen. Just, tell me will you?
[Joey] I don't make it a habit of lying to anyone. It's not my style. If I feel anything I will come to you and we will work it out. I owe you that much, and I know that.
[Andy] *rubbing down her legs and laughing, shaking his head* Where are your shoes? *as he begins to rub her feet, working out any sore spots*
[Joey] *looking at her bare feet and proudly smiling* They are at home! *laughing she curls her toes* Careful I am a kicker when my feet get tickled. *looking down thankful that she repainted her toenails earlier in the day*
[Andy] I don't tickle. I've discovered that girls hate it. All girls, every single one. Karissa bit me once when I tickled her. *taking his hands off her foot and rolling up his t-shirt sleeve showing her a crescent shaped scar on his upper bicep* That's the last time I tickled anyone.
[Joey] *rubbing the scar and smiling* Well, that wasn't very nice of her. *leaning and kissing the scar and then moving to kiss him* I don't bite, unless you ask me to. *trying not to laugh she looks away and then turns back and laughs with him* I am silly, I know.
[Andy] *looking at her and seeing the blush to her cheeks* Oh, you want to be bad so much, but you just need a little confidence. *kissing her one hand playing in her hand before pulling back and looking into her eyes* You have no idea how sexy you are do you? *when she ducks her head and looks away he puts his hand under her chin and touches her lips* Don't do that. I said sexy, and I mean it. *gazing into her eyes for a few moments until she looks embarrassed. So he breaks away and starts rubbing her feet again* And you have very cute feet.
[Joey] Sexy girls don't show up at their boyfriend's house looking like a hot mess. I don't even match. *shaking her head before resting her head on his shoulder* But I like that you think I am sexy, because that is what matters. *relaxing as he rubs her feet* What's up with you and Nate. I thought you two were cool?
[Andy] *peering at the flowers she had painted on her toes, before answering* Yes, very cute. Nate, I don't know. I'm cool with him, he's a good guy. I don't think he likes me very much though. He doesn't speak much when he's here, but I can tell he doesn't like things like *as he's speaking the phone rings and he reaches over and answers it.* Oh, Hey Rosie. No, I told you, I have a girlfriend now. Well I'm sorry you're lonely, call Rick, he's always up to hang out, and he has a thing for you. Yeah, I'll facebook you later and tell you all about her. I've got to go. *hangs up and looks at Joey* Well things like that actually. *chuckling*
[Joey] *smiling at him* You're girl friend must be something special since you are turning Rosie down! *giggling a minute before looking at her hands as she speaks* He likes you as a friend, but thinks I am making a big mistake. He said once you take my innocence I will be no good to you anymore. But, he's my big brother. He has to say that stuff. You'd say that to your sister right?
[Andy] Well, to tell the truth, if my sister were dating someone like me. That's not even an option, I wouldn't let my sister date someone like me. If she insisted though, I would definitely tell her the same thing, and I'll tell you why. *looking into her eyes and feeling ashamed if his own behavior* Because most of the time it's true. I've never personally done it, but I know guys who go looking for virgins just to romance them and woo them and then as soon as she gives it up he's gone. I can see why Nate would think that I'm that kind of guy.
[Joey] I am not giving up my innocence any time soon. I may even wait til marriage. As much as I joke about wanting to just do it, I am lying. I don't even know how I feel about seeing you without a shirt on. So I guess if you are understanding to that, then Nate will calm down and not have to give us that disapproving look. Cause I hate that look.
[Andy] I wouldn't ask you to. Although I am hoping you get used to seeing me with my shirt off. I think the fact that you're waiting is sweet. *kissing her cheek* The whole "maybe until marriage" thing scares me a bit, cause I hate seeing that picture in my head with someone else beside you. But we'll deal with that when we get to it. For now know that I'm not going to push you. I want you to experience everything from an innocent footrub *squeezing her toes* all the way to toe curling ecstasy. I know it's going to take time, and for you I am willing to spend that time.
[Joey] *her hair falling in her face covers her pink cheeks, as she pulls her hair back she leans in and kisses him deeply, playfully sucking on his bottom lip before pulling away* I am glad you consider me worth the wait. *leaning forward to kiss him again, her hair falling over his face and neck*
[Andy] *as he kisses her back his hand drifts up her leg and to her back where he pulls her closer to him, intensifying the kiss, closing his eyes and then pulling back kissing her nose and cheeks* Only an idiot wouldn't be willing to wait for that. And while Lizzy assures me regularly that I am an idiot, I'm trying not to be. *Kissing her again, and then moving his head and kissing her neck, sucking on it gently as he does*
[Joey] You aren't an idiot, you are a guy. You are going to do and say stuff that we don't understand but I know us girls are just as bad. *settling into him and kissing him deeper she kisses a trail from his lips slowly to his ear and then on his neck just below his ear, feeling something move under her she stops kissing him and jumps up* What the heck was that!? *looking at him with wide eyes*
[Andy] *laughing* You don't know? *standing and walking over to her, although not too close, he rubs his hands down her bare arms and kisses her forehead* You are simply precious, and I think it's time for you to go finish your paper.
[Joey] *looking down she understands what it was. seeing the bulge in his pants* It, I mean, oh my gosh! I am an idiot! *looking down ashamed* I should probably go. *her eyes watering up as realized she looks like a fool in front of him* I'd say call me later, but you may not want to now, and that is okay too. *keeping her eyes down, afraid to meet his*
[Andy] Hey now, *wrapping her up in a tight hug* Don't do that. Please don't cry. *placing a strong and warm hand on the back of her head and rubbing it comfortingly* You didn't do anything wrong and you don't have to go. In fact, *pulling away and kissing her* I really don't want you to go.Why don't you do that cool thing where you pop over there, get your computer, come back and work on your paper here. I'll order us some greek food. I know it's not the best or most romantic first date, but I promise I'll make up for it when I take you out on Friday. *kissing her again* Pretty please with a cherry on top? When you're done with your paper we'll watch a film.
[Joey] *biting her lip and smiling* Okay, I will go do that. I won't be long, I'll just tell my dad where I am, grab my stuff, and head back. Remember no meat for me. *smiling she kisses him quickly, taking a step away and with a wink she disappears*
[Andy] *shaking his head and going into the kitchen he pulls out a menu and calls the local greek place, ordering a variety of vegetarian options then hanging up the phone and talking into the nothingness* Well, K, you were right. You said one day I would find a girl I didn't want to play games with, and here she is. Let's just hope that Prince Charming doesn't come in on his white horse and carry her away. *he goes to sit on the couch and wait for Joey*
[Joey] *hugging her dad after he agreed she could go back to Andy's* I will be home in a few hours. *running up to get her backpack and laptop she hears him talking on the phone, she laughs and thinks as much as he chats with his mystery woman they should make plans to meet. looking at her sandals she decides against sliding a pair on and pops back in right inside Andy's apartment. laughing as she startles him* Sorry about that, you'll get used to the pop eventually. I promised my dad I'd be home in a few hours, but until then, here I am.
[Andy] Well, if the sound is usually part and parcel with you then I think I'll be able to handle it. *winking as he pats the seat beside him, watching as she gets settled with her computer* The food should be here in about thirty minutes. *after she gets settled he stands and climbs onto the back of the couch behind her, one leg on either side of her. Pulling her hair up into a ponytail and securing it with an elastic he had around his wrist he starts rubbing her neck and shoulders* Tell me if I distract you. *leaning down and kissing the back of her neck* Wouldn't want to do that would I?
[Joey] *feeling the goose bumps radiate with his touch* You are okay, it feels nice. So, did you miss me while I was gone? *typing quickly and then shivering as he rubs his hands along her shoulders and back*
[Andy] I did. *laughing* The whole six minutes you were gone was an eternity. Did you miss me?
[Joey] *nodding, happy he couldn't see the grin on her face* I did, I would've been quicker but I was really trying to decide if I should grab shoes. But if I need them, I can slide on some of yours. They'd be big but oh well, it would be my fault for not grabbing my own. *typing a sentence* In a few days it won't matter because my stuff will be just two floors up. I know you are working that day, but when you get off will you come help me unpack?
[Andy] I sure will. *still caressing her shoulders through her shirt* Let me guess what your room looks like. I imagine a lot of muted colors, light pinks and blues and sandy beige, with butterflies and birds and lighthouses, with at least one beautiful parasol opened up and sitting in the corner. *kissing the hollow behind her ear and whispering* Am I close?
[Joey] *giggling* Not even close. It's purple mostly. Some black added in for contrast. Surf boards, trophy's for sports and modeling, with posters and pictures pretty much covering the walls. I have a big bed, a small tv, and this amazing picture Luke drew that will get hung up on the ceiling.
[Andy] Modeling? I'd like to see those pictures. And you surf and play sports too? You are pretty much the perfect woman aren't you?
[Joey] Nate pretty much taught me to play sports, mainly for his own selfish reasons. He could keep an eye on me, as well as brag about beating me. I know he isn't my real brother, but unless we said it, you'd never know otherwise. As far as the modeling goes. That was my crazy mother's idea. Don't get me wrong I had fun, but I felt exploited half the time. She made money, I got treated like a dog. *shaking her head* Daddy tells me all the time I should start back up. *using her fingers to make air quotations* Because, you are too pretty to not give it a shot without your mother pulling the strings. *looking at him and smiling* Not quite what you expected huh?
[Andy] I've had a lot of big brother's give me dirty looks, and his is the big brother-est, so no matter what the blood says, he's your brother. As long as you liked playing sports then it's good he taught you. As for your mum, and the modeling thing, well I think you would do very well if your tried it on your own, but I imagine past experiences have put a sour taste in your mouth for it. But no, nothing like what I expected, you're always a surprise. You're so sweet and shy I pictured your bedroom as almost Victorian. Washing table and all.
[Joey] I don't like the girly rooms, the ones you are afraid to live in. I want my bedroom to look like a part of me, not a page from a magazine. In California, Nate and I made one of my walls black and the other 3 were purple. It looked great but my parents were a bit pissed. I got away scott free because my dad said I was creatively making the room mine, and that I needed one spot in the house that was all mine. So I guess I still see it that way. *shrugging* You'll see the pics when we unpack. I have a ton.
[Andy] That's a great way to see it, your room should be your haven. The one place where you don't have to be anything for anyone but yourself. *moving his hand up her arm and raising the sleeve of her t-shirt* Look at you, Freckles. You American surfer girls have never heard of sunblock? *kissing her shoulder softly*
[Joey] I just naturally have freckles. *laughing* My dad's a healer, I wore sunblock. *looking at him and then at the computer* I am never going to finish this paper and then that means no snuggling and watching a movie with you.
[Andy] Ok, ok, I'll be quiet. *leaning back watching as she types away, never stopping the drift of his hands on her neck and shoulders. After about another 15 minutes the doorbell rings and he gets up, answering the door and getting the food. He takes it into the kitchen and sets it all out on a tray together with silverware and plates. He brings it out and sees her closing the computer and stretching* You done?
[Joey] I am done, perfect timing too. *moving the stuff off of the coffee table so he can put the tray down* Look at this, you made it look cute. That's alot of food, are you hungry? *winking she hands him a plate and then starts fixing her plate* Let's go ahead and decide on a movie too, that way we can start it while we eat and after we finish, we can cuddle up and finish the movie before I have to head home.
[Andy] I like trays, and I especially like food other people cook, so I always try to make sure it's visually appealing. *showing her the hummus, pita bread, cheese, greek salad, and various other products he gives her a sheepish grin* I didn't know what you like, so I just got a bunch of vegetarian stuff. Anything here, you can eat. *opening up the movie cupboard* We have a pretty good variety, my stuff and Lizzy's so pick anything except Steel Magnolias. Seriously, I don't mind chick flicks, but that one makes my manhood hurt.
[Joey] *kissing him* Thank you for ordering this for me, Are you okay with the absence of meat? I don't mind if you eat it, but I just can't. *moving to look at the movies and giggling* You two have very eclectic tastes. Hmmmm, we have The Karate kid, classic! Or let's see, Star Trek? Because I have a sick obsession with pointy eared bastards.
[Andy] I'm good. I had a bacon cheeseburger for lunch. And as long as you don't go vegan and deny the beauty of cheese then we'll be just fine. *winking at her* Star Trek is good, They did a great job with it. That guy that plays Spock looks just like your cousin too, it's weird. *putting the dvd into the slot and taking her hand walking her back to the couch with him as the movie starts*
[Joey] *smiling as he skips the previews and starts the movie* I eat cheese from time to time, but not often. Tonight, with you. I think I will because this is a special occasion. Its a meal with no phone numbers tucked in it. *giggling before kissing him*
[Andy] You'll be proud, I haven't tucked my number into a meal for at least a month. *laughing* I think yours was the last, so it must be more than a month. And even if you don't like cheese, you have to love this, watch. *as the battle rages on the tv screen he pours a sauce over the cheese then takes his lighter and sets it on fire. It blazes blue for a few seconds before burning out and then he scoops some up onto a piece of pita bread and feeds it to her* Now tell me that isn't divine.
[Joey] *slowly enjoying the flavors in her mouth she nods and gives him a thumbs up until she swallows* That is very good. I think anytime I want cheese you should do that, and feed it to me. *giving him a saucy look before laughing and turning red* You know, I try to be flirty and I just laugh. I don't have all the charm that you have. I guess as long as you like it though, I am okay.
[Andy] You have more charm than the majority of women. And it's natural, which makes it all the better. It's very cute when you say something that you really want to say, but you get embarrassed. One day you'll get to the point where you can say things like that and realize that I like hearing them and you don't need to cover it up with a laugh and a shrug. But not enough people have told you how beautiful you are, or shown you. That's my job now, and I'm really looking forward to it. *leaning over and kissing her, licking his lips when he backs off and then looking to the tv screen* Oh look, it's little Kirk, stealing cars.
[Joey] *leaning into him, at a loss for words* You make me happy Andy. I will find my way and become less nervous. But right now, you are doing a great job. *kissing him and then leaning on his chest as she watches the movie and enjoys dinner*
Friday, October 22, 2010
An unexpected conversation
[EJ]*sitting at his computer when Joey's screen name signs in. feeling a dull ache in his chest he takes a deep breath and sends her a message* Hey! How are you?
[Joey] *hearing her computer ding she ignores it and keeps working on her paper* I should've done this before I went away for the weekend. *laughing quietly when she realizes she is talking to her computer, she shakes her head and continues working*
[EJ]*after she doesn't reply he sits there a minute and taps his finger on the keyboard. Trying to decide if he should send her another message or not* I'm sure you're still mad, hurt, and upset with me and I don't blame you. I'm mad at myself. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for leaving you.
[Joey] *hearing the ding again she sighs and pulls up the messenger, seeing Evan's screen name she is scared to open the IM, but remembering her wish for them to be friends she opens it and reads them and thinks for a minute before typing back* Hey Evan! Sorry it took me a minute to get back, I am working on a research paper. And, just so you know I am still hurt that you left but that doesn't mean I don't want to hear from you.
[EJ]*letting out a sigh of relief that she actually messaged him back* I'm sorry Joey it was completely selfish of me and I wish I could go back and undo it and not have left.
[Joey] I guess I understand why you left, but now you aren't here to see that Bella is better. And Jonnie was found, and now her and Tyler are planning a wedding and she's pregnant again. You missed it all.
[EJ]Wait. Bella is better? Is she out?
[Joey] She is out, and doing well. I went to see her after you left because I was mad at her, mad that she made you go away. She seemed to be coming out of some weird delusion. About a week later she was released to her dad, and now she is doing well. She's happy again.
[EJ]*sits there and stares at her words for a minute trying to think of what he should say next* I'm glad she's better and got to go home. I'm happy you all found your sister. A wedding and a pregnancy is great news. Did Bella go home with Ryan or Sirius?
[Joey] She is with Ryan. Remember that quidditch player Liam? From Jax's team?
[EJ]Yeah the tall blond guy makes Bella look like a little kid? What about him?
[Joey] He has been hanging around with her again. They were at the world cup together, as friends. But they were both pretty much content just hanging out together the whole time.
[EJ]*smiles* Yeah Liam is good for her. I'm glad she has him again. So just friends, they aren't dating? You know he almost fractured her delusion before. But I didn't want to tell him about her and scare him away from her or anything.
[Joey] They aren't dating, but I wouldn't be shocked if they decided to start a relationship in the near future. =]
[EJ]Really? So what about you. Any guy snag you up yet?
[Joey] So how is everything in the states? And yes I am avoiding your question.
[EJ]So then the answer to that question would have to be yes. And it's horrible here. I hate it. I should have stayed in London.
[Joey] Doesn't have to be yes, I could just be trying to ignore you! But, yes I am seeing someone. Its new and awkward but he was there for me when the person I needed walked away. =[
[EJ]Well then I'm glad he was there for you when I was a complete idiot and let you go.
[Joey] That's in the past, you left and I can't make you come back. I just wish you find happiness there.
[EJ]You're right it's in the past. I left everything that made me happy there in the UK.
[Joey] You didn't have to leave. You could've stayed.
[EJ]And if I came back would it make a difference?
[Joey] You have friends here, and people who love you. If you aren't happy there, come back. I know I'd love to have you around. Because I miss you a lot.
[EJ]I miss you a lot too Joey. I'll think about it. I just know I pissed a lot of people off when I left.
[Joey] Like who? Well besides Bella, she is kinda pissed.
[EJ]She's pissed? Yeah I knew she would be. I'm sure you're family isn't too happy with me.
[Joey] My family knows I was hurt, I cried a lot. But after finding Jonnie all of that kind of took the back seat. My dad doesn't stay mad at anyone. And my brothers, they are guys. They wouldn't say too much.
[EJ]Okay so if I got on the next flight out and was there the next day could I see you?
[Joey] Of course you could see me, because you are my friend, you will always be my friend.
[EJ]Well I was planning to visit soon. Maybe I'll make it permanent.
[Joey] I am moving out of dad's so he will have space if you need a place to crash. He always liked you, so consider that okay?
[EJ]Live with your dad? I don't know I'll think about it. I'm glad you are getting out on your own.
[Joey] LOL I wish I was on my own, I will have Nate and Luke as roommates. Its pretty much like living at home.
[EJ]LOL Roommates are good though. You never know when you might need someone.
[Joey] I know, and with them I think it will be fun. Because we have the same friends.
[EJ]That's even better. So new friends, new flat. Sounds like you're in a good place.
[Joey] So Evan, don't tease me. Are you coming back? Cause I think I'd like that
[EJ]Yeah I'm coming back as soon as I figure out where I'll be staying once I get there. I miss you and I can't stay away any more. I know you have someone new but just having you in my life will be so much better then what I've put myself through by leaving.
[Joey] I'll tell you what, you let me know when you are coming and it will be me at the airport waiting for you. Only, I think bringing you purple roses is weird, so I will bring you a coffee and give you a hug. =]
[EJ]I'll take a coffee and a hug. =]
[Joey] I am glad you are coming back. Do you want to tell Bella or do you need me to?
[EJ]I'll call her. I'm sure she'll want to curse me or something.
[Joey] Well, the best friends wrath is pretty ugly!
[EJ]Yeah I know I've had it from her too many times to count. I'd think she'd stop talking to me by now!
[Joey] Nah, she loves you. I think she was just hurt that you left when you did.
[EJ]That I left her or that I left you?
[Joey] Both of us.
[EJ]Well I'm sorry for leaving you both. I'll make it up to you both I promise.
[Joey] =] I will hold you that.
[EJ]Please do. I need someone to! =]
[Joey] I have a research paper calling my name, and you have flights to look up. So want to meet back online in a few hours? We can figure it all out from there?
[EJ]Sounds like a good plan. I'll let you know when I book my flight.
[Joey] Okay, I can't wait. Hey Evan, I'm glad you said hi to me today.
[EJ]I'm glad I said hi to you too. I'll talk to you soon Joey good luck on your paper.
[Joey] Thanks Evan. Bye for now, miss you.
[EJ]Bye Joey. I miss you too.
[Joey] *closing out her message left her a little sad and yet a little excited. knowing she'd have to tell Andy what was happening didn't feel good at all. with a deep sigh she started typing away on her paper trying to keep her mind from wandering*
[Joey] *hearing her computer ding she ignores it and keeps working on her paper* I should've done this before I went away for the weekend. *laughing quietly when she realizes she is talking to her computer, she shakes her head and continues working*
[EJ]*after she doesn't reply he sits there a minute and taps his finger on the keyboard. Trying to decide if he should send her another message or not* I'm sure you're still mad, hurt, and upset with me and I don't blame you. I'm mad at myself. I just wanted to say I'm sorry for leaving you.
[Joey] *hearing the ding again she sighs and pulls up the messenger, seeing Evan's screen name she is scared to open the IM, but remembering her wish for them to be friends she opens it and reads them and thinks for a minute before typing back* Hey Evan! Sorry it took me a minute to get back, I am working on a research paper. And, just so you know I am still hurt that you left but that doesn't mean I don't want to hear from you.
[EJ]*letting out a sigh of relief that she actually messaged him back* I'm sorry Joey it was completely selfish of me and I wish I could go back and undo it and not have left.
[Joey] I guess I understand why you left, but now you aren't here to see that Bella is better. And Jonnie was found, and now her and Tyler are planning a wedding and she's pregnant again. You missed it all.
[EJ]Wait. Bella is better? Is she out?
[Joey] She is out, and doing well. I went to see her after you left because I was mad at her, mad that she made you go away. She seemed to be coming out of some weird delusion. About a week later she was released to her dad, and now she is doing well. She's happy again.
[EJ]*sits there and stares at her words for a minute trying to think of what he should say next* I'm glad she's better and got to go home. I'm happy you all found your sister. A wedding and a pregnancy is great news. Did Bella go home with Ryan or Sirius?
[Joey] She is with Ryan. Remember that quidditch player Liam? From Jax's team?
[EJ]Yeah the tall blond guy makes Bella look like a little kid? What about him?
[Joey] He has been hanging around with her again. They were at the world cup together, as friends. But they were both pretty much content just hanging out together the whole time.
[EJ]*smiles* Yeah Liam is good for her. I'm glad she has him again. So just friends, they aren't dating? You know he almost fractured her delusion before. But I didn't want to tell him about her and scare him away from her or anything.
[Joey] They aren't dating, but I wouldn't be shocked if they decided to start a relationship in the near future. =]
[EJ]Really? So what about you. Any guy snag you up yet?
[Joey] So how is everything in the states? And yes I am avoiding your question.
[EJ]So then the answer to that question would have to be yes. And it's horrible here. I hate it. I should have stayed in London.
[Joey] Doesn't have to be yes, I could just be trying to ignore you! But, yes I am seeing someone. Its new and awkward but he was there for me when the person I needed walked away. =[
[EJ]Well then I'm glad he was there for you when I was a complete idiot and let you go.
[Joey] That's in the past, you left and I can't make you come back. I just wish you find happiness there.
[EJ]You're right it's in the past. I left everything that made me happy there in the UK.
[Joey] You didn't have to leave. You could've stayed.
[EJ]And if I came back would it make a difference?
[Joey] You have friends here, and people who love you. If you aren't happy there, come back. I know I'd love to have you around. Because I miss you a lot.
[EJ]I miss you a lot too Joey. I'll think about it. I just know I pissed a lot of people off when I left.
[Joey] Like who? Well besides Bella, she is kinda pissed.
[EJ]She's pissed? Yeah I knew she would be. I'm sure you're family isn't too happy with me.
[Joey] My family knows I was hurt, I cried a lot. But after finding Jonnie all of that kind of took the back seat. My dad doesn't stay mad at anyone. And my brothers, they are guys. They wouldn't say too much.
[EJ]Okay so if I got on the next flight out and was there the next day could I see you?
[Joey] Of course you could see me, because you are my friend, you will always be my friend.
[EJ]Well I was planning to visit soon. Maybe I'll make it permanent.
[Joey] I am moving out of dad's so he will have space if you need a place to crash. He always liked you, so consider that okay?
[EJ]Live with your dad? I don't know I'll think about it. I'm glad you are getting out on your own.
[Joey] LOL I wish I was on my own, I will have Nate and Luke as roommates. Its pretty much like living at home.
[EJ]LOL Roommates are good though. You never know when you might need someone.
[Joey] I know, and with them I think it will be fun. Because we have the same friends.
[EJ]That's even better. So new friends, new flat. Sounds like you're in a good place.
[Joey] So Evan, don't tease me. Are you coming back? Cause I think I'd like that
[EJ]Yeah I'm coming back as soon as I figure out where I'll be staying once I get there. I miss you and I can't stay away any more. I know you have someone new but just having you in my life will be so much better then what I've put myself through by leaving.
[Joey] I'll tell you what, you let me know when you are coming and it will be me at the airport waiting for you. Only, I think bringing you purple roses is weird, so I will bring you a coffee and give you a hug. =]
[EJ]I'll take a coffee and a hug. =]
[Joey] I am glad you are coming back. Do you want to tell Bella or do you need me to?
[EJ]I'll call her. I'm sure she'll want to curse me or something.
[Joey] Well, the best friends wrath is pretty ugly!
[EJ]Yeah I know I've had it from her too many times to count. I'd think she'd stop talking to me by now!
[Joey] Nah, she loves you. I think she was just hurt that you left when you did.
[EJ]That I left her or that I left you?
[Joey] Both of us.
[EJ]Well I'm sorry for leaving you both. I'll make it up to you both I promise.
[Joey] =] I will hold you that.
[EJ]Please do. I need someone to! =]
[Joey] I have a research paper calling my name, and you have flights to look up. So want to meet back online in a few hours? We can figure it all out from there?
[EJ]Sounds like a good plan. I'll let you know when I book my flight.
[Joey] Okay, I can't wait. Hey Evan, I'm glad you said hi to me today.
[EJ]I'm glad I said hi to you too. I'll talk to you soon Joey good luck on your paper.
[Joey] Thanks Evan. Bye for now, miss you.
[EJ]Bye Joey. I miss you too.
[Joey] *closing out her message left her a little sad and yet a little excited. knowing she'd have to tell Andy what was happening didn't feel good at all. with a deep sigh she started typing away on her paper trying to keep her mind from wandering*
Making everything right
[Tyler] *walking into Alec's house and calling out. Hearing him in the kitchen, Tyler enters and sits down at the table* Hey there Alec, whatcha making, need a hand?
[Alec] *talking to the pan* No thanks, I have become very skilled at grilled cheese. *looking at him* Hungry? I can make you one if you wanted.
[Tyler] No, I'm good at the moment, thanks. *watching Alec cooking and fiddling with the salt shaker on the table* Did you have a good time at the game? I'm sorry we didn't get to spend more time with you.
[Alec] I had fun until the fire, then I got a bit pissed off at the press conference. I don't like the dirty press one bit. Other than that I had a pretty good time. I am glad you and Jonnie stayed in a separate tent with little Ty. Jonnie didn't need to worry about her tent being on fire, she is still a little fragile.
[Tyler] *chuckling quietly* I think we all got a bit pissed off at the press conference. I thought the big news story was going to end up being the bloody murder of a squad of reporters by Conor. *giving him a serious look* I know some things came out at the press conference that you weren't aware of, and you could surely tell that Jonnie wasn't either. i want you to know that she and I have talked things out, and we're good.
[Alec] *putting the sandwich on a plate and grabbing a handful of lettuce, adding some Italian dressing on it and smiling at his meager lunch before moving to the table to sit next to Tyler* I heard that you two talked. I am glad because we would've had a problem if you didn't work things out with my daughter. *looking at him and then eating a bite of his sandwich, never looking away*
[Tyler] Right. Well that's kind of what I wanted to talk to you about. As you know, Jonnie is expecting. And well, I really want to marry her. Before the baby is born. In fact, before the month lets out. So I've come to ask your blessing.
[Alec] *chewing on his salad a little longer than he needed to he swallows, then takes a long sip of water* You want my blessing to marry my daughter? *seeing Tyler nod* You are sure this is what you want? Because its not like you can decide you made a mistake. Now you have a new baby to worry about, on top of Ty, who is growing very fond of his daddy.
[Tyler] I know it's a cliche to say it sir, but I've never been more sure of anything in my life. Jonnie is all I've ever wanted, and all I will ever want. I love Ty, and I am so happy about the new baby. I will not change my mind.
[Alec] You have my blessing, you've always had it. I know you will do right by Jonnie, you will love her and care for her. But can I ask you something?
[Tyler] *exhaling with relief* Thank you. I promise you won't regret it, I will take care of them all, and any new additions to the family later on. *shaking his hand* Thank you. You can ask me anything you like, anything at all.
[Alec] How can you guarantee Jonnie and Ty's safety when you are away playing quidditch? After recent events, I hope you understand why I don't want Jonnie to go to any away games. I just can't get the image out of my mind.
[Tyler] *shaking his head * That didn't have anything to do with Quidditch. Conor and Mia have had this crazy stalker for months from what I understand. They're pretty sure it's his ex. I know it scares you, but can you guarantee the safety of your family, even when you're home?
[Alec] I can not, but I am close enough to try. As far as the stalker, I know. I talked to Conor months ago, when Jackson had his brake lines cut. Who ever is after them, is pretty slick. But eventually they will be caught. *running his hand through his hair* How much do enjoy quidditch?
[Tyler] *confused at the sudden change of subject* I love quidditch. We just won the world cup. It's not something I plan on doing for the rest of my life, but that and cooking are the only two things that kept me sane when I was without Jonnie.
[Alec] If you had something to keep you home would you consider it?
[Tyler] Something to keep me home? I guess that depends on what it is. I'm planning on taking next year off at least, so that I can help Jonnie with the new baby, and spend lots of time with Ty, but I hadn't really thought beyond that. Why?
[Alec] *getting up and walking out of the room and then coming back in and handing an envelope to Tyler* This is for you, Jonnie, Ty and my new grand baby.
[Tyler] *opening up the envelope and pulling out a sheaf of papers, looking them over, along with a check for 10,000 pounds* I don't understand. What is this? I can't take this much money from you Alec. I've done well with my quidditch, I can assure you I can take care of your daughter and my kids. *looking at the papers more closely* This is a deed, for a commercial property. What is this?
[Alec] That my boy, is a deed to the spot next to The Broken Wand, its the ideal spot for a restaurant. That is enough money to get you started, you will have to put your own money into too I'm sure. But I didn't want any money to be taken away from the needs of the family. I want you to have this, and I do have a little favor to ask you along with it. *smiling* If possible, I'd like Joey to work for you. She is going to the university and learning about bar-tending and restaurant management with her little friend. *laughing* I guess she is your friend too. But, I worry about her. She is so innocent and naive. You look out for her and she needs that.
[Tyler] *staring at the papers for a full minute, not really seeing anything* A restaurant? My own restaurant? *looking at Alec* You got us a restaurant?
[Alec] I did! I thought about how miserable Jonnie was, and how sick she was towards the end of her first pregnancy. I just wanted you all close by. I don't think I could handle her traveling all over being your personal cheerleader. Plus, Ty will start school next year and then she really can't travel. This is something you want, so why not? *smiling proudly*
[Tyler] *staring at him, tears filling his eyes* I don't know what to say. You know our dad died when we were little, and then mom got with that pile of ... anyway. I've always thought of you as a kind of a dad, and now you're really going to be. And you got us a restaurant. No wonder Jonnie and Joey love you so much, you are amazing. You've taken in my brother, when I was gone. You're just. *standing up and hugging him* I love you Alec. Thank you. Of course Joey can work there, I want to keep an eye on her anyway, she's growing up and, just, oh thank you!
[Alec] You're welcome son. It's the least I could do for my family. If you need any help, let me know. Simon probably knows people who could help you out with the business part of it. *patting him on the back* Now, speaking of your brother. You two need to bury the hatchet. It's time.
[Tyler] Aah, Luke. I really don't want to have this talk with him. I love him and I really don't want to hurt him more. This is going to kill him.
[Alec] Once upon a time I would've agreed with you. I know he is afraid to lose Jonnie and Ty, he has bonded with Joey and Lizzy lately. I think because he doesn't know where he fits in with you and Jonnie anymore. Please cut him a little slack, he is the reason Ty knows so much about you. He looked up to you, even when you thought he hated you. *smiling* Take it from me, my little brother was a pain in the ass. But when we got older I realized he was my best friend. I miss him, don't miss out on something wonderful, just because you let your pride get the best of you.
[Tyler] I won't. He's important to Jonnie and Ty, and he's my little brother. No matter what's happened in the past I love him. As far as I'm concerned, we're flush. I hurt him, he hurt me, I'm really ready for the hurting to be done. I'm glad he's hanging out with Lizzy and Joey, they're great girls. And with him around I don't have to worry about Joey with Andy as much.
[Alec] Well, then I hope you two work it out. Ty misses him. I am sure Jonnie misses him, but she won't tell you because she remembers the last fight. *hugging him one more time* I am going to finish my lunch, and then I am going to the pub. Please tell Jonnie I am excited for you both. I know this is what you both always wanted. My baby, getting married, finally! *chucking he takes a bite of his food and starts reading his paper*
[Tyler] *standing and clapping Alec's shoulder* Alright, enjoy your afternoon, tell Simon I'll be in touch. Is Luke in his room? *at Alec's nod turns toward the stairs* Alright, might as well get this over with. *walking up the stairs to Luke's room and knocking on the door* Lucas? Are you in there, it's me.
[Lucas] *sitting on the floor drawing he shakes his head then slides his papers under his bed then gets up to open the door* Hey Tyler, come in. *moving to sit on his bed he looks at his brother both curious and annoyed with his visit*
[Tyler] *sitting in a chair and looking around the room* Hey. I haven't been here before, it's nice. *looking awkward*
[Lucas] I know you didn't come here to look at my room. *looking at him he shakes his head* Why did you choose to grace me with your presence?
[Tyler] Look, I didn't come here to fight Luke. That's for damn sure. But I have something to tell you, and I need you to try to be understanding.
[Lucas] I am not trying to fight, you barely speak to me unless you are mad that I am near your family. I gave you guys space. I don't know what else I can do for you. *sighing* I will try to be understanding.
[Tyler] I barely speak to you because you're always mad at me for things I did in the past that I can't go back and change. You're happier when I'm not around you, and I just want you to be happy. Jesus man, I just can't do right by you can I? Try to bring you into my life, you're mad that I'm with Jonnie and having good times with Ty. Try to leave you alone so I don't hurt you more and you're mad that I'm ignoring you. Do me a favor and tell me when I've hit the right level of caring for your delicate sensibilities will you?
[Lucas] *laughing outloud* How about just let me have my best friend and my nephew in my life. Be my big brother. That's all I ask.
[Tyler] I'm not trying to take them away from you. Not Jonnie, and certainly not Ty. He's a good kid, and you're the closest thing to a daddy he's ever had. I've been trying to make sure he still gets to spend time with you. But I'm also trying to bond with him. That takes time, and if it takes time away from you then I'm sorry. Really.
[Lucas] If we could just get past all this resentment we could all hang out, then he can spend time with me and you at the same time. Or, if that's not okay I understand. But, I wish you would understand that I never tried to be his daddy. I told him about his daddy everyday I spent with him.
[Tyler] I know you did. I know that you didn't try to be his dad, that's not what I said. I said you're the closest thing to a dad he's had. That's a good thing, god knows the kid needed one, and I'm grateful that you were there, and that you were able to tell him about me. And yeah, the three of us can all hang out, we can play ball, I'll teach you two quidditch. I don't mind sharing time with him and you. But that's not what I came here to talk to you about.
[Lucas] *looking confused* Then why did you come here? Because now I am lost, that is our usual subject of conversation.
[Tyler] *clearing his throat and bracing himself for Lucas's reaction* Jonnie and I are getting married. Soon. On Halloween in fact. I wanted to tell you myself.
[Lucas] *looking down* Congrats man.
[Tyler] Thanks. *taking a deep breath* So how much of an insensitive prick would you think I was if I asked you to be my best man?
[Lucas] *shrugging his shoulders and watching as the tears falling hit his bed* I won't say no and hurt Jonnie, but I am just in shock. I guess I knew it would happen, now that she is pregnant. But, it still hurts.
[Tyler] *feeling like the worst brother ever* Lucas. Can you please look at me? *when Lucas doesn't look up he says* Fine, I'll say this anyway. I'm sorry I hurt you, but I'm not asking you for Jonnie. You're my brother, and when I get married I want you standing by my side. And what that means is, if it's too hard for you, I can accept no as an answer. You don't have to decide now. Think about it. *deciding as his big brother he can do this if he wants to, he stands and sits on the bed next to Lucas and wraps his arm around his shoulders* I love you.
[Lucas] *feeling so lost in his brothers arms, not sure to cry or to move away, he can't fight the emotions and sobs* I love you too. I am happy for you, but I am heart broken at the same time. *feeling the tears slow he wipes his face but stays in Tyler's embrace*
[Tyler] I know you are. I wish I could help that. *rubbing his arm comfortingly* You know, back in the day we were best friends, you and me. I can't forget that if I wanted to, I wish that my happiness didn't come at the cost of yours. *tearing up himself* It seems like that's the way it's always been for us, I do something that makes me happy and it just hurts you. God I'm a shit brother.
[Lucas] You deserve the happiness. I will be okay, I knew it was going to happen. *sitting up and looking at Tyler* It's not going to happen over night, but we need to work on being brothers. Not enemies pretending to be brothers, but actual brothers. Because in spite of everything you believe, I do love you. And I want you to be happy.
[Tyler] *giving a tear filled laugh* Ok, we can do that. But do me a favor and stop projecting things on me that I don't really think or feel. Because guess what, I know you love me. You proved it every day that you told my son about me when I wasn't there. When you took care of the woman I loved. And when you saw that she and I were back together, and you didn't leave. You may have chosen that time to be a colossal pain in the ass, but you didn't leave, and that's what counts. I want you to be happy too. *pulling away and punching him in the shoulder* You've been spending a lot of time with Liz. What's going on there, huh? *smiling at him while wiping the tears off his face*
[Lucas] Well, we spend all of our free time plotting ways to be colossal pains in the ass. *laughing then looking at him with red eyes* I wanted Ty to know about you, and I knew that if I didn't take care of him and Jonnie, you'd hate me. I fell in love along the way, but you can't blame me. Look at her, who wouldn't love her? I will try to be less of a pain, but give me time to work on it. You are taking the two people I love more than anything and officially making them yours. I never had much of a chance, but now its definite. It's alot to take in.
[Tyler] You'll have all the time you need. Or, like a couple of days, at least to make the decision. Because I really need to know if you'll be my best man, but after that, you know, take all the time you need to get used to it. *giving him a weak smile* And have fun plotting with Lizzy, if you two don't pull off some major mischief at the reception I'll be disappointed.
[Lucas] *looking at him and shaking his head* I don't need time to think about it, I will do it. I'll be your best man.
[Tyler] For me. Not for Jonnie, or Ty, or because you think you're supposed to. But because I want my brother by my side and he wants to stand there with me.
[Lucas] for you mostly, but I wouldn't miss seeing Jonnie walk down the aisle for anything. Besides I get to stand up there with Ty and this goof of a man too. *trying to pinch Tyler* I get once dance with my best friend, and you can't get mad.
[Tyler] Hell yeah you do. And I might just take that opportunity to get a dance with my best friend too. Providing Jonnie and you are both ok with that.
[Lucas] *smiling* Lizzy misses her best friend too, just so you know. That's why I like spending time with her, she understands exactly what I am going through.
[Tyler] *looking sad* I really messed up with her. I have to find a way to make it up to her. When I'm done here I think I'm going to stop by her place and see if she wants to chat.
[Lucas] *nodding* She'd like that. Trust me, I know things. * standing up and looking in the mirror, fixing his hair and wiping his face one more time* I think I should get packing this room up, we are moving into the flat in a couple days. Wanna help your baby brother pack, while we discuss a pressing matter. What are you going to tell Jonnie when she mentions mom being here? *laughing* I know Jonnie, and she'll ask.
[Tyler] *sighing and starting to pack books into a box* She already asked. I told her I'd think about it. I need your opinion on that. As far as I'm concerned I could never see that woman again and be just fine with it. But you were there longer than I was, you know if it's even worth bothering asking her to come.
[Lucas] The night I was released from the hospital, it was Jonnie who picked me up. I haven't spoken to mom since she let Jerry almost kill me. And, its funny that Jonnie asked. She wouldn't let Ty near them. *laying out some picture frames to pack* I say that's your call bro. I hate the lady. And if I ever see Jerry I will kill him, slowly.
[Tyler] Give me a call after you've taped him up, I'll come help you. *shaking his head* She knew what he did to you, she knew what he did to me, and she's still with that man. Not because she's trapped or stuck, but because she "loves him". Obviously more than she loves us. I have no desire for her to mar my wedding by even being in the country.
[Lucas] But, it is hard as hell to win a fight against Jonnie. Just be prepared. *smiling* I've tried many times. I am still at zero.
[Tyler] You're telling me? *laughing and looking down at the picture frames laid out, seeing several of the two of them together when they were kids* Man, you still have these? *picking one up of the two of them, arms around each other, laughing and smiling* That's the week before dad died. When he took us deep water fishing out of Santa Monica. We didn't catch a thing, but that was a great day. *wiping his eyes surprised to find them damp again* I miss him.
[Lucas] I miss him too. I sometimes think that if he was still here we would've had a better childhood. He loved us. *smiling as he looks at the picture* He was the best dad.
[Tyler] He was. I hope that one day my kids will know that I loved them as much as dad loved us. *leaning over and hugging Lucas again, sobbing as deeply as Luke had been earlier* I'm sorry I left you brother. I'm so sorry. I never should have left you alone with them. I was supposed to take care of you after dad died. I promised him I would always take care of you. I failed him, and you both.
[Lucas] *squeezing Tyler tightly* You didn't fail me, you went to better yourself. I would be one selfish jerk to hold you back. I was strong enough when you left that I held my own, it wasn't until you left the states that there was a problem. But, that is in the past. Jonnie saved me and I never looked back. As far as mom knows, I died from all the wounds. She wouldn't know any different because she never saw me after I was taken out of the house on a stretcher.
[Tyler] I did fail you, and it takes the man in me to finally realize that. I need to recognize it so that I don't ever do it again. *sniffling and still hugging Lucas* And if she thinks you died, then lucky you. But that means that she didn't take any steps to try to take care of even your body when you died. No funeral, no wake, nothing. Bitch even abandoned you in death. Caused by her piece of shit husband. I can't forgive that and I'll tell Jonnie that. She can't make me have someone at the wedding who would do that to you.
[Lucas] Well, when that talk happens just bare in mind her mom died, its a sensitive subject. *shaking his head* Sorry, you know that. I don't know why I feel the need to tell you all the stuff you already know. Guess it's my attachment to her that makes it hard to stop. *holding a picture of the three of them* He looked like you from the day he was born, look. *handing Tyler the picture, and puts the rest of the pictures in the box* If you two have a girl, I hope she looks like her mom, poor kid wouldn't stand a chance with the boys if she looked like you. *laughing out loud, thinking how effortless it was to be around Tyler now*
[Tyler] Yeah, like you'd be a looker if you were in a dress either. *chuckling* So, *fiddling with his keys* next weekend, before the wedding, I'm going to be taking Ty to this little cottage I have out in the forest. Show him my garden and stuff... Would you want to come with us?
[Lucas] *looking at him slightly unsure* Are you sure? I don't want to be in the way because you need to get to know your son. You need to see the amazing kid he is. I don't want you to feel awkward.
[Tyler] *seeing Luke's hesitation makes him even more sure* I am positive. Look, you're all Ty's known, and as much as I need to spend time with him I also need him to know I'm not going to take away his uncle Lucas. And I need you to know that I'm not going to take him away from you. And for the love of all that is good and holy, I need Jonnie to know that you and I can spend time together without trying to kill each other. This seems like the perfect opportunity.
[Lucas] So the knives are strictly for food, nice! *laughing and then hugging his brother* I'd love to join you and Ty. The Ferris boys together, I think this is long overdue.
[Tyler] *hugging Lucas back* Me too man, me too. *pulling away sniffling comically* I love you man!!! *he laughs* Seriously though, it's gonna be a blast, I'll pick you up on Friday night. You don't have any plans do you?
[Lucas] No, in fact you will be saving me from helping Joey unpack her room. If I know her, she'll want to paint something, and then want her room set up just so. *shaking his head* You know her, free spirit that one. *smiling at Tyler's nod* Do you need me to bring anything?
[Tyler] Hmm, a fishing rod if you have one. And a bottle of your favorite drink so that when Ty falls asleep we can relax with a few drinks. Other than that the cottage is pretty well set up. When I was on my own it's where I spent most of my downtime. If I had more than one night off I would go there, tend my garden and just get away from the city.
[Lucas] Well alright! I can do that. I will even go get us some bait in the afternoon. It will be a fun time, I am sure of it. I'll even bring my camera and get newer photos of us, to add to the frames. Let's have a better future and forget the bad parts of our past. *pulling out a suitcase and moving to his closet* I am going to finish up packing. You are welcome to stay and hang out, but if you want to go I won't mind too much.
[Tyler] Well, as tempting as hanging out here helping you pack up sounds, today seems to be my day to have hard talks. So now that I'm done with you, and we're good, I have to go see Lizzy. God I'm lucky she's a muggle. I may very well get slapped, but at least I know I'm not gonna be hexed. *laughing*
[Lucas] *smiling* I am sure you are okay. She mentioned having dinner with you and Jonnie, I have to go too. But I really don't mind. If her and Jonnie can work it out, you two should be able to as well. Just don't expect it to go back to normal with one talk. We have all been hurt and it takes time. I know you two will figure it out. Best friends don't give up on each other, no matter what.
[Tyler] *rustling Luke's hair* How'd you ever get to be so smart? Ok, I'm going now. Love you brother, I'll see you at dinner then, or on Friday for our trip, whichever comes first. You know me, Jonnie tells me where to go and what time to be there, and I just show up and hope I'm dressed right.
[Lucas] *laughing* That's what happens when they have you by the balls. *hugging him and smiling* Love you too Tyler. Call me this week sometime if you want.
[Tyler] I will. Have fun packing, can't wait to see your new place. *walking out and shutting the door behind him, leaving the house with a new sense of hope and happiness he hadn't felt in a long time.*
[Alec] *talking to the pan* No thanks, I have become very skilled at grilled cheese. *looking at him* Hungry? I can make you one if you wanted.
[Tyler] No, I'm good at the moment, thanks. *watching Alec cooking and fiddling with the salt shaker on the table* Did you have a good time at the game? I'm sorry we didn't get to spend more time with you.
[Alec] I had fun until the fire, then I got a bit pissed off at the press conference. I don't like the dirty press one bit. Other than that I had a pretty good time. I am glad you and Jonnie stayed in a separate tent with little Ty. Jonnie didn't need to worry about her tent being on fire, she is still a little fragile.
[Tyler] *chuckling quietly* I think we all got a bit pissed off at the press conference. I thought the big news story was going to end up being the bloody murder of a squad of reporters by Conor. *giving him a serious look* I know some things came out at the press conference that you weren't aware of, and you could surely tell that Jonnie wasn't either. i want you to know that she and I have talked things out, and we're good.
[Alec] *putting the sandwich on a plate and grabbing a handful of lettuce, adding some Italian dressing on it and smiling at his meager lunch before moving to the table to sit next to Tyler* I heard that you two talked. I am glad because we would've had a problem if you didn't work things out with my daughter. *looking at him and then eating a bite of his sandwich, never looking away*
[Tyler] Right. Well that's kind of what I wanted to talk to you about. As you know, Jonnie is expecting. And well, I really want to marry her. Before the baby is born. In fact, before the month lets out. So I've come to ask your blessing.
[Alec] *chewing on his salad a little longer than he needed to he swallows, then takes a long sip of water* You want my blessing to marry my daughter? *seeing Tyler nod* You are sure this is what you want? Because its not like you can decide you made a mistake. Now you have a new baby to worry about, on top of Ty, who is growing very fond of his daddy.
[Tyler] I know it's a cliche to say it sir, but I've never been more sure of anything in my life. Jonnie is all I've ever wanted, and all I will ever want. I love Ty, and I am so happy about the new baby. I will not change my mind.
[Alec] You have my blessing, you've always had it. I know you will do right by Jonnie, you will love her and care for her. But can I ask you something?
[Tyler] *exhaling with relief* Thank you. I promise you won't regret it, I will take care of them all, and any new additions to the family later on. *shaking his hand* Thank you. You can ask me anything you like, anything at all.
[Alec] How can you guarantee Jonnie and Ty's safety when you are away playing quidditch? After recent events, I hope you understand why I don't want Jonnie to go to any away games. I just can't get the image out of my mind.
[Tyler] *shaking his head * That didn't have anything to do with Quidditch. Conor and Mia have had this crazy stalker for months from what I understand. They're pretty sure it's his ex. I know it scares you, but can you guarantee the safety of your family, even when you're home?
[Alec] I can not, but I am close enough to try. As far as the stalker, I know. I talked to Conor months ago, when Jackson had his brake lines cut. Who ever is after them, is pretty slick. But eventually they will be caught. *running his hand through his hair* How much do enjoy quidditch?
[Tyler] *confused at the sudden change of subject* I love quidditch. We just won the world cup. It's not something I plan on doing for the rest of my life, but that and cooking are the only two things that kept me sane when I was without Jonnie.
[Alec] If you had something to keep you home would you consider it?
[Tyler] Something to keep me home? I guess that depends on what it is. I'm planning on taking next year off at least, so that I can help Jonnie with the new baby, and spend lots of time with Ty, but I hadn't really thought beyond that. Why?
[Alec] *getting up and walking out of the room and then coming back in and handing an envelope to Tyler* This is for you, Jonnie, Ty and my new grand baby.
[Tyler] *opening up the envelope and pulling out a sheaf of papers, looking them over, along with a check for 10,000 pounds* I don't understand. What is this? I can't take this much money from you Alec. I've done well with my quidditch, I can assure you I can take care of your daughter and my kids. *looking at the papers more closely* This is a deed, for a commercial property. What is this?
[Alec] That my boy, is a deed to the spot next to The Broken Wand, its the ideal spot for a restaurant. That is enough money to get you started, you will have to put your own money into too I'm sure. But I didn't want any money to be taken away from the needs of the family. I want you to have this, and I do have a little favor to ask you along with it. *smiling* If possible, I'd like Joey to work for you. She is going to the university and learning about bar-tending and restaurant management with her little friend. *laughing* I guess she is your friend too. But, I worry about her. She is so innocent and naive. You look out for her and she needs that.
[Tyler] *staring at the papers for a full minute, not really seeing anything* A restaurant? My own restaurant? *looking at Alec* You got us a restaurant?
[Alec] I did! I thought about how miserable Jonnie was, and how sick she was towards the end of her first pregnancy. I just wanted you all close by. I don't think I could handle her traveling all over being your personal cheerleader. Plus, Ty will start school next year and then she really can't travel. This is something you want, so why not? *smiling proudly*
[Tyler] *staring at him, tears filling his eyes* I don't know what to say. You know our dad died when we were little, and then mom got with that pile of ... anyway. I've always thought of you as a kind of a dad, and now you're really going to be. And you got us a restaurant. No wonder Jonnie and Joey love you so much, you are amazing. You've taken in my brother, when I was gone. You're just. *standing up and hugging him* I love you Alec. Thank you. Of course Joey can work there, I want to keep an eye on her anyway, she's growing up and, just, oh thank you!
[Alec] You're welcome son. It's the least I could do for my family. If you need any help, let me know. Simon probably knows people who could help you out with the business part of it. *patting him on the back* Now, speaking of your brother. You two need to bury the hatchet. It's time.
[Tyler] Aah, Luke. I really don't want to have this talk with him. I love him and I really don't want to hurt him more. This is going to kill him.
[Alec] Once upon a time I would've agreed with you. I know he is afraid to lose Jonnie and Ty, he has bonded with Joey and Lizzy lately. I think because he doesn't know where he fits in with you and Jonnie anymore. Please cut him a little slack, he is the reason Ty knows so much about you. He looked up to you, even when you thought he hated you. *smiling* Take it from me, my little brother was a pain in the ass. But when we got older I realized he was my best friend. I miss him, don't miss out on something wonderful, just because you let your pride get the best of you.
[Tyler] I won't. He's important to Jonnie and Ty, and he's my little brother. No matter what's happened in the past I love him. As far as I'm concerned, we're flush. I hurt him, he hurt me, I'm really ready for the hurting to be done. I'm glad he's hanging out with Lizzy and Joey, they're great girls. And with him around I don't have to worry about Joey with Andy as much.
[Alec] Well, then I hope you two work it out. Ty misses him. I am sure Jonnie misses him, but she won't tell you because she remembers the last fight. *hugging him one more time* I am going to finish my lunch, and then I am going to the pub. Please tell Jonnie I am excited for you both. I know this is what you both always wanted. My baby, getting married, finally! *chucking he takes a bite of his food and starts reading his paper*
[Tyler] *standing and clapping Alec's shoulder* Alright, enjoy your afternoon, tell Simon I'll be in touch. Is Luke in his room? *at Alec's nod turns toward the stairs* Alright, might as well get this over with. *walking up the stairs to Luke's room and knocking on the door* Lucas? Are you in there, it's me.
[Lucas] *sitting on the floor drawing he shakes his head then slides his papers under his bed then gets up to open the door* Hey Tyler, come in. *moving to sit on his bed he looks at his brother both curious and annoyed with his visit*
[Tyler] *sitting in a chair and looking around the room* Hey. I haven't been here before, it's nice. *looking awkward*
[Lucas] I know you didn't come here to look at my room. *looking at him he shakes his head* Why did you choose to grace me with your presence?
[Tyler] Look, I didn't come here to fight Luke. That's for damn sure. But I have something to tell you, and I need you to try to be understanding.
[Lucas] I am not trying to fight, you barely speak to me unless you are mad that I am near your family. I gave you guys space. I don't know what else I can do for you. *sighing* I will try to be understanding.
[Tyler] I barely speak to you because you're always mad at me for things I did in the past that I can't go back and change. You're happier when I'm not around you, and I just want you to be happy. Jesus man, I just can't do right by you can I? Try to bring you into my life, you're mad that I'm with Jonnie and having good times with Ty. Try to leave you alone so I don't hurt you more and you're mad that I'm ignoring you. Do me a favor and tell me when I've hit the right level of caring for your delicate sensibilities will you?
[Lucas] *laughing outloud* How about just let me have my best friend and my nephew in my life. Be my big brother. That's all I ask.
[Tyler] I'm not trying to take them away from you. Not Jonnie, and certainly not Ty. He's a good kid, and you're the closest thing to a daddy he's ever had. I've been trying to make sure he still gets to spend time with you. But I'm also trying to bond with him. That takes time, and if it takes time away from you then I'm sorry. Really.
[Lucas] If we could just get past all this resentment we could all hang out, then he can spend time with me and you at the same time. Or, if that's not okay I understand. But, I wish you would understand that I never tried to be his daddy. I told him about his daddy everyday I spent with him.
[Tyler] I know you did. I know that you didn't try to be his dad, that's not what I said. I said you're the closest thing to a dad he's had. That's a good thing, god knows the kid needed one, and I'm grateful that you were there, and that you were able to tell him about me. And yeah, the three of us can all hang out, we can play ball, I'll teach you two quidditch. I don't mind sharing time with him and you. But that's not what I came here to talk to you about.
[Lucas] *looking confused* Then why did you come here? Because now I am lost, that is our usual subject of conversation.
[Tyler] *clearing his throat and bracing himself for Lucas's reaction* Jonnie and I are getting married. Soon. On Halloween in fact. I wanted to tell you myself.
[Lucas] *looking down* Congrats man.
[Tyler] Thanks. *taking a deep breath* So how much of an insensitive prick would you think I was if I asked you to be my best man?
[Lucas] *shrugging his shoulders and watching as the tears falling hit his bed* I won't say no and hurt Jonnie, but I am just in shock. I guess I knew it would happen, now that she is pregnant. But, it still hurts.
[Tyler] *feeling like the worst brother ever* Lucas. Can you please look at me? *when Lucas doesn't look up he says* Fine, I'll say this anyway. I'm sorry I hurt you, but I'm not asking you for Jonnie. You're my brother, and when I get married I want you standing by my side. And what that means is, if it's too hard for you, I can accept no as an answer. You don't have to decide now. Think about it. *deciding as his big brother he can do this if he wants to, he stands and sits on the bed next to Lucas and wraps his arm around his shoulders* I love you.
[Lucas] *feeling so lost in his brothers arms, not sure to cry or to move away, he can't fight the emotions and sobs* I love you too. I am happy for you, but I am heart broken at the same time. *feeling the tears slow he wipes his face but stays in Tyler's embrace*
[Tyler] I know you are. I wish I could help that. *rubbing his arm comfortingly* You know, back in the day we were best friends, you and me. I can't forget that if I wanted to, I wish that my happiness didn't come at the cost of yours. *tearing up himself* It seems like that's the way it's always been for us, I do something that makes me happy and it just hurts you. God I'm a shit brother.
[Lucas] You deserve the happiness. I will be okay, I knew it was going to happen. *sitting up and looking at Tyler* It's not going to happen over night, but we need to work on being brothers. Not enemies pretending to be brothers, but actual brothers. Because in spite of everything you believe, I do love you. And I want you to be happy.
[Tyler] *giving a tear filled laugh* Ok, we can do that. But do me a favor and stop projecting things on me that I don't really think or feel. Because guess what, I know you love me. You proved it every day that you told my son about me when I wasn't there. When you took care of the woman I loved. And when you saw that she and I were back together, and you didn't leave. You may have chosen that time to be a colossal pain in the ass, but you didn't leave, and that's what counts. I want you to be happy too. *pulling away and punching him in the shoulder* You've been spending a lot of time with Liz. What's going on there, huh? *smiling at him while wiping the tears off his face*
[Lucas] Well, we spend all of our free time plotting ways to be colossal pains in the ass. *laughing then looking at him with red eyes* I wanted Ty to know about you, and I knew that if I didn't take care of him and Jonnie, you'd hate me. I fell in love along the way, but you can't blame me. Look at her, who wouldn't love her? I will try to be less of a pain, but give me time to work on it. You are taking the two people I love more than anything and officially making them yours. I never had much of a chance, but now its definite. It's alot to take in.
[Tyler] You'll have all the time you need. Or, like a couple of days, at least to make the decision. Because I really need to know if you'll be my best man, but after that, you know, take all the time you need to get used to it. *giving him a weak smile* And have fun plotting with Lizzy, if you two don't pull off some major mischief at the reception I'll be disappointed.
[Lucas] *looking at him and shaking his head* I don't need time to think about it, I will do it. I'll be your best man.
[Tyler] For me. Not for Jonnie, or Ty, or because you think you're supposed to. But because I want my brother by my side and he wants to stand there with me.
[Lucas] for you mostly, but I wouldn't miss seeing Jonnie walk down the aisle for anything. Besides I get to stand up there with Ty and this goof of a man too. *trying to pinch Tyler* I get once dance with my best friend, and you can't get mad.
[Tyler] Hell yeah you do. And I might just take that opportunity to get a dance with my best friend too. Providing Jonnie and you are both ok with that.
[Lucas] *smiling* Lizzy misses her best friend too, just so you know. That's why I like spending time with her, she understands exactly what I am going through.
[Tyler] *looking sad* I really messed up with her. I have to find a way to make it up to her. When I'm done here I think I'm going to stop by her place and see if she wants to chat.
[Lucas] *nodding* She'd like that. Trust me, I know things. * standing up and looking in the mirror, fixing his hair and wiping his face one more time* I think I should get packing this room up, we are moving into the flat in a couple days. Wanna help your baby brother pack, while we discuss a pressing matter. What are you going to tell Jonnie when she mentions mom being here? *laughing* I know Jonnie, and she'll ask.
[Tyler] *sighing and starting to pack books into a box* She already asked. I told her I'd think about it. I need your opinion on that. As far as I'm concerned I could never see that woman again and be just fine with it. But you were there longer than I was, you know if it's even worth bothering asking her to come.
[Lucas] The night I was released from the hospital, it was Jonnie who picked me up. I haven't spoken to mom since she let Jerry almost kill me. And, its funny that Jonnie asked. She wouldn't let Ty near them. *laying out some picture frames to pack* I say that's your call bro. I hate the lady. And if I ever see Jerry I will kill him, slowly.
[Tyler] Give me a call after you've taped him up, I'll come help you. *shaking his head* She knew what he did to you, she knew what he did to me, and she's still with that man. Not because she's trapped or stuck, but because she "loves him". Obviously more than she loves us. I have no desire for her to mar my wedding by even being in the country.
[Lucas] But, it is hard as hell to win a fight against Jonnie. Just be prepared. *smiling* I've tried many times. I am still at zero.
[Tyler] You're telling me? *laughing and looking down at the picture frames laid out, seeing several of the two of them together when they were kids* Man, you still have these? *picking one up of the two of them, arms around each other, laughing and smiling* That's the week before dad died. When he took us deep water fishing out of Santa Monica. We didn't catch a thing, but that was a great day. *wiping his eyes surprised to find them damp again* I miss him.
[Lucas] I miss him too. I sometimes think that if he was still here we would've had a better childhood. He loved us. *smiling as he looks at the picture* He was the best dad.
[Tyler] He was. I hope that one day my kids will know that I loved them as much as dad loved us. *leaning over and hugging Lucas again, sobbing as deeply as Luke had been earlier* I'm sorry I left you brother. I'm so sorry. I never should have left you alone with them. I was supposed to take care of you after dad died. I promised him I would always take care of you. I failed him, and you both.
[Lucas] *squeezing Tyler tightly* You didn't fail me, you went to better yourself. I would be one selfish jerk to hold you back. I was strong enough when you left that I held my own, it wasn't until you left the states that there was a problem. But, that is in the past. Jonnie saved me and I never looked back. As far as mom knows, I died from all the wounds. She wouldn't know any different because she never saw me after I was taken out of the house on a stretcher.
[Tyler] I did fail you, and it takes the man in me to finally realize that. I need to recognize it so that I don't ever do it again. *sniffling and still hugging Lucas* And if she thinks you died, then lucky you. But that means that she didn't take any steps to try to take care of even your body when you died. No funeral, no wake, nothing. Bitch even abandoned you in death. Caused by her piece of shit husband. I can't forgive that and I'll tell Jonnie that. She can't make me have someone at the wedding who would do that to you.
[Lucas] Well, when that talk happens just bare in mind her mom died, its a sensitive subject. *shaking his head* Sorry, you know that. I don't know why I feel the need to tell you all the stuff you already know. Guess it's my attachment to her that makes it hard to stop. *holding a picture of the three of them* He looked like you from the day he was born, look. *handing Tyler the picture, and puts the rest of the pictures in the box* If you two have a girl, I hope she looks like her mom, poor kid wouldn't stand a chance with the boys if she looked like you. *laughing out loud, thinking how effortless it was to be around Tyler now*
[Tyler] Yeah, like you'd be a looker if you were in a dress either. *chuckling* So, *fiddling with his keys* next weekend, before the wedding, I'm going to be taking Ty to this little cottage I have out in the forest. Show him my garden and stuff... Would you want to come with us?
[Lucas] *looking at him slightly unsure* Are you sure? I don't want to be in the way because you need to get to know your son. You need to see the amazing kid he is. I don't want you to feel awkward.
[Tyler] *seeing Luke's hesitation makes him even more sure* I am positive. Look, you're all Ty's known, and as much as I need to spend time with him I also need him to know I'm not going to take away his uncle Lucas. And I need you to know that I'm not going to take him away from you. And for the love of all that is good and holy, I need Jonnie to know that you and I can spend time together without trying to kill each other. This seems like the perfect opportunity.
[Lucas] So the knives are strictly for food, nice! *laughing and then hugging his brother* I'd love to join you and Ty. The Ferris boys together, I think this is long overdue.
[Tyler] *hugging Lucas back* Me too man, me too. *pulling away sniffling comically* I love you man!!! *he laughs* Seriously though, it's gonna be a blast, I'll pick you up on Friday night. You don't have any plans do you?
[Lucas] No, in fact you will be saving me from helping Joey unpack her room. If I know her, she'll want to paint something, and then want her room set up just so. *shaking his head* You know her, free spirit that one. *smiling at Tyler's nod* Do you need me to bring anything?
[Tyler] Hmm, a fishing rod if you have one. And a bottle of your favorite drink so that when Ty falls asleep we can relax with a few drinks. Other than that the cottage is pretty well set up. When I was on my own it's where I spent most of my downtime. If I had more than one night off I would go there, tend my garden and just get away from the city.
[Lucas] Well alright! I can do that. I will even go get us some bait in the afternoon. It will be a fun time, I am sure of it. I'll even bring my camera and get newer photos of us, to add to the frames. Let's have a better future and forget the bad parts of our past. *pulling out a suitcase and moving to his closet* I am going to finish up packing. You are welcome to stay and hang out, but if you want to go I won't mind too much.
[Tyler] Well, as tempting as hanging out here helping you pack up sounds, today seems to be my day to have hard talks. So now that I'm done with you, and we're good, I have to go see Lizzy. God I'm lucky she's a muggle. I may very well get slapped, but at least I know I'm not gonna be hexed. *laughing*
[Lucas] *smiling* I am sure you are okay. She mentioned having dinner with you and Jonnie, I have to go too. But I really don't mind. If her and Jonnie can work it out, you two should be able to as well. Just don't expect it to go back to normal with one talk. We have all been hurt and it takes time. I know you two will figure it out. Best friends don't give up on each other, no matter what.
[Tyler] *rustling Luke's hair* How'd you ever get to be so smart? Ok, I'm going now. Love you brother, I'll see you at dinner then, or on Friday for our trip, whichever comes first. You know me, Jonnie tells me where to go and what time to be there, and I just show up and hope I'm dressed right.
[Lucas] *laughing* That's what happens when they have you by the balls. *hugging him and smiling* Love you too Tyler. Call me this week sometime if you want.
[Tyler] I will. Have fun packing, can't wait to see your new place. *walking out and shutting the door behind him, leaving the house with a new sense of hope and happiness he hadn't felt in a long time.*
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Unlikely friendships and bonding time.
[Jonnie] *opening the door to her dad's house she smiles when it opens, closing the door behind her and walking straight to the kitchen* Joe, you here? *looking around she sets the box of sample invitations down on the counter* Daddy? Anyone? *opening the fridge she hears the water upstairs start and shakes her head* Of course I would come right as she got into the shower. *grabbing some juice she walks into the living room and stops in her tracks* Lizzy? What are you doing in here?
[Lizzy] *looking up, her eyes wide and taking an involuntary step backwards* Oh. Jonnie. Hi. *tucking some hair behind her head and looking toward the stairs* I'm here with Joey, we're going out tonight but she wanted to shower first. So I was ... umm. just, you know, waiting for her. I can wait outside if you want.
[Jonnie] *sitting on the couch and looking at her* You don't have to wait outside, that is foolish. You can stay in here. I don't bite.
[Lizzy] *sitting on a chair across from Jonnie and tucking her feet under her* Ok. *biting her lip she looks toward the floor* So I hear you're expecting, that's brilliant. Congratulations.
[Jonnie] Thank you. It was a surprise, a good one, but this time Tyler had to tell me. He found out when I was recovering from the accident.
[Lizzy] Yes. That was insane at that press conference, that cow of a reporter accusing him of hurting you. *thinking of the press conference she cuts herself off before taking a deep breath and looking at Jonnie* Right, about that ... other thing. I'm sorry.
[Jonnie] Tyler couldn't hurt anyone. I know what they say is mostly crap so I don't let it bother me. But, I was taken by surprise at the little bonus information. *taking a sip of juice and turning to look out the window*
[Lizzy] Yeah. I could tell. I saw the shock on your face. I just, I don't know what I was thinking even saying yes to going out with him, I should have just scolded him for even suggesting it and sent him on his way to look for you. Maybe if I had you would have been found sooner.
[Jonnie] That's in the past, I can't go back and change anything so I just have to accept it. I can be mad and hate you, but what's the point. You are one of Tyler's best friends so you will be around. Luke is one of my best friends so he will be around. Tyler and I need to accept that some things are out of our control.
[Lizzy] I know. I just feel so badly. I mean I really like you Jonnie. You're a great woman, and when you showed back up I couldn't have been happier for him. *shaking her head* I don't know, that whole night just seems so surreal, it's like it was a dream come to life, sometimes I have a hard time really believing it happened. *looking embarrassed* And you are the last person in the world I should be sharing that with aren't you. I'm sorry, my mum says sometimes my mouth runs off and I have a hard time catching it again.
[Jonnie] When I woke up in the hospital I woke up not wanting to hold Tyler hostage. I wanted him to go and be happy since I didn't know how to make him happy. He told me he asked you out. I knew about everything but the kiss, and I wasn't mad. I was glad that he had a chance to see what was there. He didn't want to ruin your friendship, and I know he cares about you. But kissing you was wrong. Not because I loved him, we weren't together so that doesn't matter. But, because it was unfair to you.
[Lizzy] I feel so weird being alone with him now. It's like I think people are going to look at us differently. I don't want anyone to think that I'm out to get him from you or something. Not that I could if I wanted to. And funny thing is, I don't want to anymore. I spent my one "chance" talking about how wonderful you are for him that that you two need to try to make it work. But of course nobody would believe that if I told them. Except Andy and Joey. So I keep it to myself. But I need you to know, I really don't want him like that, not anymore.
[Jonnie] *smiling at her* I wanted him to go to you. I guess I figured if I couldn't have him, you could. I like you too Lizzy. I have never really said anything negative about you. I did tell him you were allowed over anytime because I don't want to get in the way of your friendship. You were his best friend when he needed one, and now I want you both to continue to be best friends because that is important to me. I can't just stop talking to Lucas. He was my everything for the longest time. So I understand better than you think I might how it all goes from great to crazy after a date. *trying not to laugh*
[Lizzy] It really does. I haven't even really talked to him since then. I just, I don't know what to say. But I don't want to lose him as a friend either. Gosh, how did I let it get all messed up? I'm telling you, I should have just slapped him and sent him away. That would have confused him at least. *giving a cautious giggle*
[Jonnie] I think you should come over for dinner. Just pick up where you two left off before the date. *smiling* Any reason for him to cook will make him a happy guy. I also have a favor to ask you, but I can't ask you until I say something to Joey.
[Lizzy] I'll come to dinner if Lucas can come too. I think he needs to see that it's not going to be different with you two after you have the baby. He's been pretty quiet for the last couple weeks. I'm a little concerned, I haven't known him long, but that doesn't' seem like him.
[Jonnie] *frowning* Luke loves me. Good or bad he'll figure it out. He is just dealing with alot of emotional baggage, and worrying that he doesn't fit into Ty's life when for so long it was just the three of us. I need to talk to him, but he's been so distant. *taking another sip of juice* I don't know what you know about our past, but I do love him.
[Lizzy] I know you do. That's why I want him to come. I keep telling him that things aren't going to change between the two of you. And I know that things are going to be good with little Ty. He's just got this lost expression that makes me sad. *shaking her head* it's not really my business, but I think that if I were to ask him to come with me "for moral support" it might give you a chance to talk to him.
[Jonnie] I think that is a great idea. The four of us have alot to talk about. *smiling at her* So are we okay? I am not doing this for Tyler, I am doing this because you are a good person and I want us to be friends. If you have anything you want to ask or say, please let me know. If we still need to hash stuff out I won't be upset. I know it comes with the territory.
[Lizzy] I, *looking away embarrassed, before turning back to her and giving her a serious look* Ok, if this is out of line you can tell me, but I have to get this out. I was there with Tyler while he pined away for you year after year. And then you came back, and then what happened ... happened. But I need to know that you're not going to hurt him again. I love Tyler. He's my best friend, and he's important to me, and I don't want to see him hurt again. And you're pretty much the only person in the world who can hurt him. I'm just worried about the next time. Does that make sense?
[Jonnie] There isn't going to be a next time. In fact if my slow ass sister would come downstairs I need to ask her if she'll be my maid of honor and I want to have her help me find the right invitation. *turning to face Lizzy* Lizzy, I can't hurt him. I have spent 6 years trying to find him and right my wrongs. I can't change what happened in the past, all I can do is spend the rest of my life loving him. We are going to get this and be that family who takes family photos, and who vacations together, and who probably has a house full of kids. It won't always be perfect, but we will make the best of it. He deserves that much and I know I can give him that.
[Lizzy] You're getting married? *her voice choking a little and she feels the burn of tears in her eyes* Wow. *forcing a smile* Wow, ok. I don't know why this is hitting me like this. I knew it was coming. I knew you were having another baby, and I can't imagine Tyler not marrying you. And he told me you were engaged months ago. But *pulling a tissue out of her purse and wiping at her eyes, frustrated and embarrassed* I'm sorry, that's really excellent. I don't know what's wrong with me.
[Jonnie] *feeling bad for saying anything* He should've been the one to tell you. I am sorry. *moving because she wants to hug her, but scared to* I feel like an idiot now. I am sorry. I seem to keep hurting you and that's not my intent at all.
[Lizzy] No, don't be sorry. I'm good, I'm fine. *smiling at her* I really don't know why I did that. *taking a breath and seeing Jonnie move towards her a bit, she stands and grins as Jonnie stands too. The two women hug each other tightly and Lizzy pulls away to look at her* Best Wishes, really. He's damn lucky to have you.
[Jonnie] That means alot to me. It really does. Promise me that you will drag Luke over for dinner real soon. So, I have one little question. Your wanting to bring Lucas, is there anything there? Because you two would be so cute together. He's a good guy, so sweet and caring.
[Lizzy] I promise I'll bring him to dinner. *laughing* but no. There's nothing there. *blushing and brushing her hair behind her ears again* Luke's a good guy, and I think we've bonded since we have a lot in common right now, with the whole you and Tyler situation. And he's really sweet and caring, you're right. But right now I don't think he can see anyone but you, and I'm not in a place to even think about any guys at all. I think we both just need to learn to be happy alone, and we're learning to be alone ... together. *laughing* I know that sounds barmy, but there you are.
[Jonnie] *getting ready to reply she turns to see Joey sliding down the banister* Dad hates that Joey.
[Joey] *laughing* I know! But I love it. Don't ask me why. *hugging her then squatting down to tap Jonnie's tummy* Hey little fetus. How are you doing today? *kissing the belly before standing up* What's up sis? Where is my Ty-Ty?
[Jonnie] Stop calling my kid a fetus. Weirdo. Ty and Tyler are having a daddy and son day. I was told I am not allowed to be there. By both of them. *frowning* But, it gave me an excuse to come hang out with you. I have a favor to ask you
[Lizzy *sitting down and watching the sisters interact with a smile*
[Joey] Depends on what you are going to ask? Because I have to pack my room and help Nate and Luke pack. I can babysit, but it has to be here.
[Jonnie] *shaking her head* No, you don't have to babysit silly. I want to know if you will be my maid of honor?
[Joey] *looking a bit shocked she shakes her head* Yes, yes I will. *hugging her* Oh my gosh Jonnie! I can't wait. Can I help plan? Please! *seeing Jonnie smile* What's first? The date? It should be soon because dresses aren't usually made with extra fabric in the belly area.
[Lizzy] *laughing* Real sensitive Joe. *shaking her head* extra fabric. I swear. *laughing more*
[Jonnie] *smacking Joey playfully* There is something I need to do first. *turning to Lizzy and smiling* Look, I can't marry your best friend without you in the wedding party. Will you please be a bridesmaid for me? It would mean the world to both of us.
[Lizzy] Who *looking around as though someone else had just appeared in the room, which knowing witches was actually possible* wait, me? Really? *standing up, her face brightening* Seriously? Absolutely! *jumping up and down and hugging them both* Oh I've never been a bridesmaid before, and I can't think of a better reason. You really want me in your wedding, even after all that?
[Jonnie] Of course I want you in my wedding. *laughing as she hugs both girls* I think I will pair you with Nate, since I am sure both Andy and Joe will grumble with me switching them. Plus who wants to dance with their brother? *giggling* Is that okay? You and Nate are cool right?
[Lizzy] Yeah, Nate's great. A bit ... stoic, doesn't say much. And I get the feeling he's not too terribly keen on Andy, but what big brother would be? *giggling* You should see the look on his face anytime Andy gets a phone call when he's over there. It's pretty funny.
[Joey] *shaking his head* Great, imagine when Andy comes to our flat. I am going to have to deal with the gloomy goat. *her small frown going back to a huge grin* So, what can I help you plan. I want to show my helpfulness off.
[Jonnie] *laughing at Joey* There is a box on the counter in the kitchen. Will you grab it and bring it here for me? *watching Joey run out of the room and then run back in* Well, okay then. Sitting on the couch and putting the cards on the coffee table in front of them* This is our first task. We have to find the perfect invitation. *smiling as the three of them start looking at the samples and start planning her wedding, knowing that she was getting ready for a lifetime of happiness with her prince*
[Lizzy] *looking up, her eyes wide and taking an involuntary step backwards* Oh. Jonnie. Hi. *tucking some hair behind her head and looking toward the stairs* I'm here with Joey, we're going out tonight but she wanted to shower first. So I was ... umm. just, you know, waiting for her. I can wait outside if you want.
[Jonnie] *sitting on the couch and looking at her* You don't have to wait outside, that is foolish. You can stay in here. I don't bite.
[Lizzy] *sitting on a chair across from Jonnie and tucking her feet under her* Ok. *biting her lip she looks toward the floor* So I hear you're expecting, that's brilliant. Congratulations.
[Jonnie] Thank you. It was a surprise, a good one, but this time Tyler had to tell me. He found out when I was recovering from the accident.
[Lizzy] Yes. That was insane at that press conference, that cow of a reporter accusing him of hurting you. *thinking of the press conference she cuts herself off before taking a deep breath and looking at Jonnie* Right, about that ... other thing. I'm sorry.
[Jonnie] Tyler couldn't hurt anyone. I know what they say is mostly crap so I don't let it bother me. But, I was taken by surprise at the little bonus information. *taking a sip of juice and turning to look out the window*
[Lizzy] Yeah. I could tell. I saw the shock on your face. I just, I don't know what I was thinking even saying yes to going out with him, I should have just scolded him for even suggesting it and sent him on his way to look for you. Maybe if I had you would have been found sooner.
[Jonnie] That's in the past, I can't go back and change anything so I just have to accept it. I can be mad and hate you, but what's the point. You are one of Tyler's best friends so you will be around. Luke is one of my best friends so he will be around. Tyler and I need to accept that some things are out of our control.
[Lizzy] I know. I just feel so badly. I mean I really like you Jonnie. You're a great woman, and when you showed back up I couldn't have been happier for him. *shaking her head* I don't know, that whole night just seems so surreal, it's like it was a dream come to life, sometimes I have a hard time really believing it happened. *looking embarrassed* And you are the last person in the world I should be sharing that with aren't you. I'm sorry, my mum says sometimes my mouth runs off and I have a hard time catching it again.
[Jonnie] When I woke up in the hospital I woke up not wanting to hold Tyler hostage. I wanted him to go and be happy since I didn't know how to make him happy. He told me he asked you out. I knew about everything but the kiss, and I wasn't mad. I was glad that he had a chance to see what was there. He didn't want to ruin your friendship, and I know he cares about you. But kissing you was wrong. Not because I loved him, we weren't together so that doesn't matter. But, because it was unfair to you.
[Lizzy] I feel so weird being alone with him now. It's like I think people are going to look at us differently. I don't want anyone to think that I'm out to get him from you or something. Not that I could if I wanted to. And funny thing is, I don't want to anymore. I spent my one "chance" talking about how wonderful you are for him that that you two need to try to make it work. But of course nobody would believe that if I told them. Except Andy and Joey. So I keep it to myself. But I need you to know, I really don't want him like that, not anymore.
[Jonnie] *smiling at her* I wanted him to go to you. I guess I figured if I couldn't have him, you could. I like you too Lizzy. I have never really said anything negative about you. I did tell him you were allowed over anytime because I don't want to get in the way of your friendship. You were his best friend when he needed one, and now I want you both to continue to be best friends because that is important to me. I can't just stop talking to Lucas. He was my everything for the longest time. So I understand better than you think I might how it all goes from great to crazy after a date. *trying not to laugh*
[Lizzy] It really does. I haven't even really talked to him since then. I just, I don't know what to say. But I don't want to lose him as a friend either. Gosh, how did I let it get all messed up? I'm telling you, I should have just slapped him and sent him away. That would have confused him at least. *giving a cautious giggle*
[Jonnie] I think you should come over for dinner. Just pick up where you two left off before the date. *smiling* Any reason for him to cook will make him a happy guy. I also have a favor to ask you, but I can't ask you until I say something to Joey.
[Lizzy] I'll come to dinner if Lucas can come too. I think he needs to see that it's not going to be different with you two after you have the baby. He's been pretty quiet for the last couple weeks. I'm a little concerned, I haven't known him long, but that doesn't' seem like him.
[Jonnie] *frowning* Luke loves me. Good or bad he'll figure it out. He is just dealing with alot of emotional baggage, and worrying that he doesn't fit into Ty's life when for so long it was just the three of us. I need to talk to him, but he's been so distant. *taking another sip of juice* I don't know what you know about our past, but I do love him.
[Lizzy] I know you do. That's why I want him to come. I keep telling him that things aren't going to change between the two of you. And I know that things are going to be good with little Ty. He's just got this lost expression that makes me sad. *shaking her head* it's not really my business, but I think that if I were to ask him to come with me "for moral support" it might give you a chance to talk to him.
[Jonnie] I think that is a great idea. The four of us have alot to talk about. *smiling at her* So are we okay? I am not doing this for Tyler, I am doing this because you are a good person and I want us to be friends. If you have anything you want to ask or say, please let me know. If we still need to hash stuff out I won't be upset. I know it comes with the territory.
[Lizzy] I, *looking away embarrassed, before turning back to her and giving her a serious look* Ok, if this is out of line you can tell me, but I have to get this out. I was there with Tyler while he pined away for you year after year. And then you came back, and then what happened ... happened. But I need to know that you're not going to hurt him again. I love Tyler. He's my best friend, and he's important to me, and I don't want to see him hurt again. And you're pretty much the only person in the world who can hurt him. I'm just worried about the next time. Does that make sense?
[Jonnie] There isn't going to be a next time. In fact if my slow ass sister would come downstairs I need to ask her if she'll be my maid of honor and I want to have her help me find the right invitation. *turning to face Lizzy* Lizzy, I can't hurt him. I have spent 6 years trying to find him and right my wrongs. I can't change what happened in the past, all I can do is spend the rest of my life loving him. We are going to get this and be that family who takes family photos, and who vacations together, and who probably has a house full of kids. It won't always be perfect, but we will make the best of it. He deserves that much and I know I can give him that.
[Lizzy] You're getting married? *her voice choking a little and she feels the burn of tears in her eyes* Wow. *forcing a smile* Wow, ok. I don't know why this is hitting me like this. I knew it was coming. I knew you were having another baby, and I can't imagine Tyler not marrying you. And he told me you were engaged months ago. But *pulling a tissue out of her purse and wiping at her eyes, frustrated and embarrassed* I'm sorry, that's really excellent. I don't know what's wrong with me.
[Jonnie] *feeling bad for saying anything* He should've been the one to tell you. I am sorry. *moving because she wants to hug her, but scared to* I feel like an idiot now. I am sorry. I seem to keep hurting you and that's not my intent at all.
[Lizzy] No, don't be sorry. I'm good, I'm fine. *smiling at her* I really don't know why I did that. *taking a breath and seeing Jonnie move towards her a bit, she stands and grins as Jonnie stands too. The two women hug each other tightly and Lizzy pulls away to look at her* Best Wishes, really. He's damn lucky to have you.
[Jonnie] That means alot to me. It really does. Promise me that you will drag Luke over for dinner real soon. So, I have one little question. Your wanting to bring Lucas, is there anything there? Because you two would be so cute together. He's a good guy, so sweet and caring.
[Lizzy] I promise I'll bring him to dinner. *laughing* but no. There's nothing there. *blushing and brushing her hair behind her ears again* Luke's a good guy, and I think we've bonded since we have a lot in common right now, with the whole you and Tyler situation. And he's really sweet and caring, you're right. But right now I don't think he can see anyone but you, and I'm not in a place to even think about any guys at all. I think we both just need to learn to be happy alone, and we're learning to be alone ... together. *laughing* I know that sounds barmy, but there you are.
[Jonnie] *getting ready to reply she turns to see Joey sliding down the banister* Dad hates that Joey.
[Joey] *laughing* I know! But I love it. Don't ask me why. *hugging her then squatting down to tap Jonnie's tummy* Hey little fetus. How are you doing today? *kissing the belly before standing up* What's up sis? Where is my Ty-Ty?
[Jonnie] Stop calling my kid a fetus. Weirdo. Ty and Tyler are having a daddy and son day. I was told I am not allowed to be there. By both of them. *frowning* But, it gave me an excuse to come hang out with you. I have a favor to ask you
[Lizzy *sitting down and watching the sisters interact with a smile*
[Joey] Depends on what you are going to ask? Because I have to pack my room and help Nate and Luke pack. I can babysit, but it has to be here.
[Jonnie] *shaking her head* No, you don't have to babysit silly. I want to know if you will be my maid of honor?
[Joey] *looking a bit shocked she shakes her head* Yes, yes I will. *hugging her* Oh my gosh Jonnie! I can't wait. Can I help plan? Please! *seeing Jonnie smile* What's first? The date? It should be soon because dresses aren't usually made with extra fabric in the belly area.
[Lizzy] *laughing* Real sensitive Joe. *shaking her head* extra fabric. I swear. *laughing more*
[Jonnie] *smacking Joey playfully* There is something I need to do first. *turning to Lizzy and smiling* Look, I can't marry your best friend without you in the wedding party. Will you please be a bridesmaid for me? It would mean the world to both of us.
[Lizzy] Who *looking around as though someone else had just appeared in the room, which knowing witches was actually possible* wait, me? Really? *standing up, her face brightening* Seriously? Absolutely! *jumping up and down and hugging them both* Oh I've never been a bridesmaid before, and I can't think of a better reason. You really want me in your wedding, even after all that?
[Jonnie] Of course I want you in my wedding. *laughing as she hugs both girls* I think I will pair you with Nate, since I am sure both Andy and Joe will grumble with me switching them. Plus who wants to dance with their brother? *giggling* Is that okay? You and Nate are cool right?
[Lizzy] Yeah, Nate's great. A bit ... stoic, doesn't say much. And I get the feeling he's not too terribly keen on Andy, but what big brother would be? *giggling* You should see the look on his face anytime Andy gets a phone call when he's over there. It's pretty funny.
[Joey] *shaking his head* Great, imagine when Andy comes to our flat. I am going to have to deal with the gloomy goat. *her small frown going back to a huge grin* So, what can I help you plan. I want to show my helpfulness off.
[Jonnie] *laughing at Joey* There is a box on the counter in the kitchen. Will you grab it and bring it here for me? *watching Joey run out of the room and then run back in* Well, okay then. Sitting on the couch and putting the cards on the coffee table in front of them* This is our first task. We have to find the perfect invitation. *smiling as the three of them start looking at the samples and start planning her wedding, knowing that she was getting ready for a lifetime of happiness with her prince*
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