Monday, January 17, 2011

Keeping Secrets

Slipping out of Willow's bedroom door, Andy smiles at her. “Hey, thanks for getting in touch with me.” He gives her a hug and kisses her forehead. “I can't believe that you're … well yeah. Thanks. Don't mention this to Simon alright, he'll only tell Alec and Joey, and she's going through enough right now. I'll tell her, but not yet. Call me tomorrow and we'll get together.”
For the next two weeks Andy and Willow met in private once every couple of days. She would call him, or he would text her, and they would meet up in an out of the way place and spend several hours together. The stress of hiding this from Joey was getting to be too much on Andy.
“I have to tell her.” He says one day in the alley behind the Broken Wand “She's beginning to suspect something, and so is her brother. And just when I've gotten them to start trusting me.”
Willow takes his hand and squeezes it. “Not yet, not until we're sure. I mean, you said she's got some court thing she has to go to in California, and she's freaking out about that. Do you really want to add this to her pile of things to absorb right now?”
“Well, no. But I feel bad, keeping it from her like this. She has a right to know Will.”
“She does, and you'll tell her, but not yet. First, come look at this with me, I think you'll find it interesting.” Squeezing his hand again she stands and leads him back up to her room. A couple of hours later he comes out of the room, and hugs her again. “Call me if anything comes up. You're great Willow, I still can't believe you called me, but I can't tell you how thankful I am. You are exactly what I've been looking for, for so many years.” He kisses her cheek and hugs her again. “I'll see you soon.”
The next day, while with Tyler in a meeting for the new restaurant, he gets a text from Willow. “I need you, right away” was all it said. He cuts the meeting short with Tyler and runs out to his car, tossing his phone on the seat he gets ready to drive away, when he hears a POP, and there she is sitting in the passenger seat. She grins at him.
“Alright muggle boy, I know you like to drive fast, but your car's just not fast enough this time. We've got to go to Greece. I've got a room in a hotel there, I don't know if we're going to want to stay the night or not, but we're set if we need to.” 
She takes his hand again, and he's swept out of his car, arriving in a small town on the coast of Greece. “This way.” She leads him toward a hotel.
“Willow, what are we doing here?”
“You'll see” she says with a twinkle in her eye, and drags him into the hotel. Late that night he emerges from the room she'd gotten.
“Shit shit shit shit shit! I forgot my phone. She's probably been calling me all day, I didn't even tell her where I was going. Fuck. Willow, please, take me home now.” He looks back up at the hotel. “I think that's enough for one day anyway.”
She takes him back to his car and he smiles down at her. “I don't even know what to say Willow, today was amazing.” He hugs her tightly and kisses her forehead again. “I love you.”
“I love you too Andy. I hope you're not in too much trouble with Joey. But you're right, today was amazing. I'll talk to you tomorrow.”

Thursday, January 13, 2011

The good, the bad, and the ugly.

[Lisa] *yawning and stretching over in bed, looking over at Dominic and pulling the sheet up to her chest* Hi! Dominic right? Bloody 'ell I was out of it last night. Was your brother in here shouting at you?
[Dom] Yeah, that was my little brother. He is a prick, but don't worry about that. He isn't coming back. *leaning in to kiss her neck*
[Lisa] Right. Well that's lovely. *reaching over and throwing her arm around him* So have you got a bit of time to play again before you shoo me out of your bed, sexy?
[Dom] For you I have all the time you want. *rubbing her arm and kissing her as he traces her skin with his fingers, rolling her over without breaking the kiss*
[Lisa] *breaking loose from the kiss and kissing his neck and feeling his hand slide down her stomach* Oh you are a naughty boy aren't you?
[Dom] *softly sliding his finger in her folds and rubbing her clit he smiles* You love it though. *kissing her breasts and sucking on her nipples as he rubs her* Cancel your plans and stay here, in bed with me all day. *winking at her as he slides his fingers into her and moves down to lick her as he fingers her*
[Lisa] Oh god! If you'll keep doing that I'll stay here as long as you like. Tie me up baby, I'm yours for the day.
[Dom] *moving his fingers and licking her as he slides his tongue inside her and smiling as she bucks under him, looking up at her* No one ever wants to stay more than a day, maybe I will tie you up for a few days. *chuckling and diving back into her he licks her clit and slides his fingers in and out of her a few times before moving to slide himself inside her wetness* Oh baby, you feel great around my cock. *teasing her as he slides the head in and out, then he thrusts deep inside her and starts pounding her fast*
[Lisa] *raking her manicured nails up his back, gripping him tightly and thrusting her hips up to meet his* Oh! *she pants* Fuck me! Harder! *calling out his name loudly* Dominic, you are a sex god!
[Joey] *unlocking the door with Hugh's keys* He said Dominic goes out in the morning so we shouldn't run into him, if so remember we aren't allowed to tell him anything more then we are just picking up stuff for Hugh. *opening the door, waiting for Lizzy to walk in, then closing it before running to Hugh's bedroom and closing the door*
[Lizzy] *looking around Hugh's bedroom* He's very neat isn't he? There's not a thing out of place. The bed's even made. *touching the comforter* Gosh, it's soft. *smiling at Joey* Ok, what are we gathering?
[Dom] *getting rougher with her as he leans in for a kiss, sucking on her bottom lip as he pulls away from the kiss* Oh fuck, you are a goddess and I am going to make you scream. *lifting her legs and slamming himself in her even deeper, feeling her wetness escape around him as he slides in and out*
[Joey] *smiling at Lizzy* And he wonders why they think he's gay. *shaking her head and opening his closet* He said there was a suitcase, oh yes, there it is. He needs the stuff from his bathroom and as many outfits as we can fin in here. Then I will grab what i can and put it in this duffel bag. *pulling out a big bag from the bottom of his closet* Do you want to get his bathroom stuff or do you want me to?
[Lizzy] *taking a small bag* I think I can handle the bathroom. I've no desire to go looking through his drawers. *giggling and leaving the room heading for the bathroom. She fills up the bag with necessities, and closes it again, closing the bathroom door behind her*
[Lisa] *reaching down with both hands and clutching the sides of the sheets as he slams into her, the sounds coming out of her no longer even forming words. Moans and squeals get faster and harder, when he reaches down and tweaks her clit she loses it, screaming out and clenching around him* I'm cumming baby! OH FUCK!
[Lizzy] *rushing back into Hugh's room* Don't look now, but I'm fairly sure Dominic's home. Let's stay in here, judging by what I heard shouldn't be more than a moment or two till it quiets down out there. *blushing as she sits on the chair in the corner of Hugh's room*
[Joey] *looking at her* How do you know he's here? I didn't hear anything. Lizzy what's wrong? *starting to panic*
[Dom] *slows his pace as he feels her cum and kisses her, laying into her neck he whispers* You can't get pregnant can you? *without waiting for her to answer he quickens his pace back up and slams into her deep as he releases, staying inside her until he has finished. sliding out and smiling* I am going to make us some coffee and then I am going to fuck you again. *winking at her as he climbs out of bed and wraps a towel around himself*
[Lizzy] *looking disgusted* Nothing, just Dominic being, apparently, Dominic. They're um ... *shaking his head* He's just denied his child and he's in there having sex with some trollop.
[Joey] Like, right now? Oh shoot, we have to hurry Lizzy. He likes sex, but eventually he's gonna get out of that bed. *stuffing clothes into his suitcase as she watches Lizzy pack extra stuff from his room*
[Lizzy] *slinging the duffel bag over her shoulder* Ok I'm ready when you are, let's go before Franken-penis gets up and moving.
[Lisa] *watching Dominic wrap up in a towel and leave the room* Can't get pregnant? What am I a bloody mutant? I can, but I'm not going to. They make a potion for that.
[Dom] *walking out into the kitchen and getting out a filter to start the coffee, pouring some water into the back of the coffee maker before washing his hands and getting the scoop for the coffee out of the drawer*
[Joey] *zipping the suitcase and looking around the room* I guess he can get the rest later. I know he will need more then this. But, right now we gotta go! *opening the door and walking out into the living room very quietly*
[Dom] *sees shadows moving and smiles* Oh you want to do it in the living room, I like you. *walking out and seeing Joey and Lizzy* What the hell are you two doing here? Joey, do I need to call Jackson and tell him you are trespassing?
[Lizzy] *putting her hand on her hip and staring him down* Trespassing? Alright there you ... *trying to think of something sufficiently bad to call him* You ... you ... mean person! We are not trespassing, we're just here picking up some things for you brother. *letting out an indignant little huff*
[Dom] *walking closer to Joey and Lizzy, smiling at them as he walks around checking them out* You sure you didn't want to come check me out, maybe have a little fun? *getting closer to Joey, touching her hair* I could take away some of your innocence. *stepping away from her when he sees her turn white as a ghost.* Or maybe you, Lizzy. You could join us in the bedroom. You look a little like my girl too, come on, I can show you things you will never experience.
[Lizzy] Oh I don't think so. *standing between him and Joey* and keep your filthy hands off my friend you disgusting creep. *taking Joey's hand* Come on, we've got what we needed, and we certainly don't need to stand here and talk to this bit of scum.
[Dom] *laughing out loud* Oh calm yourself. I am not going to touch you, not after you just called me a creep. Even I have standards. *looking at Joey as he licks his lips* You still a virgin, doll? Cause I know you spent some time in Hugh's bedroom. Door closed. Giggling. Did he get that hot ass? Cause if I was him, ohh I would've fucked your brains out.
[Lizzy] *stepping closer to him* I told you to Leave. Her. Alone. *staring hard into his eyes* Understand?
[Joey] *feeling herself getting ill she looks away from him and sees the door* Yeah, if we don't have it Hugh doesn't need it. *fighting to keep calm she runs to the bathroom and throws up in the sink*
[Dom] Why are you still talking to me? *turning to watch Joey and frowning when he hears her* Shit, I hope there isn't a mess in there!
[Lizzy] *walking into help Joey* If there is you deserve it
[Lisa] *walking out of the bedroom, a sheet wrapped around her naked body* Dom, baby. Whats taking so long? *hearing voices in the bathroom* Did you find us some playmates? *seeing Lizzy walking back out of the bathroom* Beth?
[Dom]Tell her to clean the shit up. I ain't her maid. It wasn't a mess before she went in there and it won't be a mess when she comes out. *turning to look at Lisa* Hey sexy, do you know her?
[Lizzy] Amelia? Eeew, you're the one he's been ... ugh. What are you doing here? And nobody calls me that anymore, it's Lizzy now. You'd know that if you'd bothered to keep in touch. *glaring at Dominic* You can go right to the pits of hell, I'm talking to my sister. And Joey's not cleaning a thing in your bathroom, I don't want her to come down with some disease. We're probably at risk just being this close to you.
[Amy] It's Amy now. *staring at Lizzy, then turning to Dominic* Let me know when the little bitch and her friend leave. Then we can play some more. *smiling at him and sauntering back to the bedroom without another word*
[Dom] Silly girl, I don't have any diseases. *watching Lisa walk away* I thought your name was Lisa? Amy, that's sexy. Like you. *turning to look at Lizzy* Okay, you got what you needed I assume? Now take Joey and get the fuck out, because I am going to go have crazy sex with your sister. Or, *smirking* stay and listen, I don't care.
[Lizzy] Oh that's gross! *going back into the bathroom and shutting the door behind her, rubbing Joey's back* Hey sweetie, are you ready?
[Dom] It's not gross, it's wonderful. She lets me do wonderful things to her. *laughing as he yanks off the towel and runs into the bedroom, jumping on the bed and diving in, face first, between her legs*
[Joey] I feel sick, I need to go tell Jackson. *dry heaving* He said such awful things. I just can't believe. *pausing to dry heave again then wetting her face with cold water* I need to go lay down. *looking at Lizzy*
[Lizzy] Come on, let's get out of this hole. *taking her hand and walking with Joey out of the front door* I'll drive.
[Joey] *looking at her and nodding as they walk out of the bathroom and gather up Hugh's stuff. trying to get out as fast as possible she flings open the front door and runs to the car. after everything is loaded and she finally sits she curls up and bawls* I'm sorry Lizzy, I just, it reminds me of when I was little. *crying harder as her skin fades even lighter*
[Lizzy] It's ok sweetie, he made me feel like vomiting too, and I haven't even been through all of that. What a disgusting person, I can't believe my sister's in there with him. Stupid trollop.  Where do you want me to take you? Jackson's place? Or home first?
[Joey] *looking over at her and then closing her eyes* Doesn't matter, who ever finds out first is gonna hurt him. Surprise me. *curling into a tighter ball despite the seat belt she just sits there softly crying*
[Lizzy] *patting Joey's back and pulling out into traffic, driving them home in silence and then pulling into their parking garage, and calling Andy on her mobile phone* Andy, come down here to the garage and help me get Joey upstairs. *rubbing the top of Joey's head* You stay right here, I'm gonna go talk to Andy real quick then we'll be in to get you, you stay right here ok? *getting out of the car and then texting Luke before leaning against the boot of the car and waiting for Andy*
[Andy] *running down the stairs into the garage and seeing Lizzy* What's wrong? Why does she need help?
[Lizzy] Hush for a moment Andy. Dominic said some things to her, and it took her back to what happened when she was a kid. I need you to be gentle with her, she's feeling sick.
[Andy] *kissing Lizzy on the forehead and opening up Joey's door* Hey there Blondie.
[Joey] *looking up at him with her tear streaked face* Hey.
[Andy] *running his hand through her hair* Feel like coming upstairs with me for a minutes? I'll make you a nice cup of tea.
[Lucas] *running into the garage and seeing Andy by the car he runs faster.* Where is she? *running towards Andy he looks in the car and sees Joey*
[Joey] *flinching as he touches her hair then looking at him* I'm sorry. *turning towards Luke* Will you tell Nate to come home? *tears streaming down her face again as she motions for them to back up* I can do this. *getting out of the car and collapsing as soon as she stands up* I'm sorry.
[Lucas] *stepping back and taking out his phone, pacing as he tells Nate Joey needs him* Joe, Nate is on the phone do you want to talk to him? *holding the phone out to her*
[Joey] *taking the phone and retelling Nate the whole story, all the things he said, him touching her hair, everything* I can wait. I love you too. *handing Luke back his phone* He'll be here later and needed me to tell you both that you are going to pay a visit to him, together. *finding her balance and getting up she leans against the car and looks at Andy as the tears fall again*
[Andy] *smiling down at Joey gently* See love, bonding time with your brothers, just what you wanted. I'm sure after this me and Nate will be fast friends. *winking at her*
[Lucas] *walking towards Lizzy and holding his arms out for her, hugging her tightly against him* Is all that she just told Nate true? That asshole touched her and said he would fuck her brains out? And being rude to you? *feeling the anger build in him* What gives him the right to even think he can talk to you two?
[Joey] *looking at Andy* I wanted bonding, but not like this. He's gonna kill him. Nate will kill Dom. Don't let it get out of hand. I hate him, but Nate has too much going for him. *looking down* Don't you try to kill him either.
[Lizzy] *shaking her head* I just don't know. I think he just liked getting a reaction out of me. But I don't know why he was being so mean to Joey. There's something wrong with him, seriously. It was *shuddering* He honestly made me want to be ill.
[Andy] Don't worry Joe. I won't kill anyone, and I won't let them either. It's a much better lesson when the guy ends up wishing he was dead the entire time he's healing *when Joey goes paler still and shivers he kneels down in front of her and looks into her eyes* I was joking Blondie. I promise, we'll do what needs to be done, but I won't let it get out of hand. I know you, and I know you'd end up blaming yourself, even though that piece of shit deserves whatever he gets. For you, I'll make sure we're ... gentle.
[Lucas] *hugging her tighter and rubbing her back* Because, Joey is an easy target. She is good, and innocent. Assholes take that as weakness, and in her case, its true. But only because she isn't mean hearted in any way. He doesn't know her past, I'm sure if he did he wouldn't have said those things. Well, I hope he wouldn't have. Otherwise that would make him sick, and demented.
[Joey] *nodding at him and closing her eyes* Hugh has had a rough night, we can't tell him. Lizzy, Luke, will you take this stuff to him? *looking at Andy* Can I lay down at your place? Just until I feel better?
[Lizzy] *nodding* We'll get Hugh his stuff *walking over and giving Joey a tender hug* You just go lie down and feel better. Andy will help you, he's good at that.
[Andy] *grinning and winking at Lizzy* Damn right I am. *taking Joey's hand* M'lady, I shall escort you to my humble abode where we shall have tea and toast and relax.
[Lucas] *grabbing the suitcase and duffel bag and smiling at Lizzy* I have it, don't worry. Lock the car and we will leave them be. *walking away with her* Movies later? *laughing as they head out of the garage*
[Joey] *smiling at Lucas and Lizzy* They are cute. *looking at him and nodding* Yeah, let's go to your place. I just want to lay down and forget about today.
[Andy] *walking with Joey up to his apartment and leading her into the living room* Want the couch or the bed?
[Joey] *walking in moving past the couch and into the bathroom and curling up on the floor, trying to hide her face as she curls back into a ball* Bathroom works just as well as the couch does.
[Andy] *bringing a few blankets and two pillows in behind her, making her comfortable* This wouldn't be the first time I've comforted a girl on a bathroom floor. Karissa and I had some of our best talks in bathrooms while she was recovering from one treatment or another...
[Joey] *forcing a smile* I am sorry I am a bad girlfriend. I can go upstairs if this makes you sad, memories have a way of tearing us apart when we think they can no longer hurt us.
[Andy] Stop that. You are not a bad girlfriend, and I don't want you to go away. *smiling and touching her cheek* Lovely girl, we're going to have a camp out here in the loo, or anywhere you are most comfortable. And I swear you'll be laughing before you go to sleep. You have my word on it.
[Joey] *turning over to look at him* You promise?
[Andy] I surely do! In fact, magic girl, can you make a small campfire in here? Safely of course ...
[Joey] I can, but now I am feeling like I want to cuddle. There is no room here for you, so let's move out of the bathroom. I just need to brush my teeth. I am sorry I am indecisive. I just suck.
[Andy] We can do that. And no, you do not suck. Stop saying shit like that about yourself, I wouldn't let anyone else talk about you like that, what makes you think that you're allowed to? *winking as he stands up, helping her up and gathering the blankets and pillows* Do you want to watch a movie? We can cuddle on the couch, or on my bed, I've got a pretty good tv in there. Either way works for me.
[Joey] *grabbing the toothbrush she made her own and adding toothpaste to it* We can snuggle in your bed. Just check the dvd player before I come in. Make sure its a good movie. *brushing her teeth as she watches him quickly go into the bedroom, finishing up and rinsing her mouth out before washing her face. walking into the bedroom and laying on the bed she snuggles into him and has an inner struggle as she tells herself to relax*
[Andy] *setting up the pillows and blankets in his bed and slipping a dvd into the player* I'm just going to get some snacks, anything in particular you want? Tea and toast? Soup and crackers? Popcorn?
[Joey] *shaking her head no* I don't want to give my stomach any ammunition for later. I am good.
[Andy] Ok. *running into the kitchen and grabbing some fruit and whipped cream, just in case she got hungry later, and then running into the bedroom and changing into pajamas, grabbing a pair of his sweatpants and a t-shirt and passing them into her* I have every intention of spending the rest of the day curled up in that bed with you, we might as well be comfortable. In the morning you can pick your drawer and we'll empty it out for you. *kissing her cheek and closing the door so she can change clothes*
[Joey] *changing then opening the door, looking at him as he walks back in* So you aren't going to keep Nate from killing Dom? Cause I am serious, I really need you to do that. Nate will be here later, and if I know him, he will not rest til he's gone to inflict pain.
[Andy] That's right. *frowning* I'll never be able to remember you lot can get everywhere so quickly. Well no worries, I'll get dressed again when he gets here. For now I want to be comfortable laying next to you. *leading her to the bed and getting her comfortable before jumping in on the other side and bouncing a couple of times, then sliding under the blanket beside her, smiling as she immediately curls into him. He presses the play button on his remote and watching her face as Camp Nowhere starts playing* I love this movie, and it's guaranteed to make you smile.
[Joey] I've seen this, I think with Nate. *smiling slightly as she rests her head on his chest* As far as us traveling, we have rules. He probably has to go get a port key, I am sure he will have to explain why which makes me sad. Then its a matter of finding a spot and coming back. But yes, our method of travel sure beats any muggle method out there.
[Andy] *settling in with her on the bed and playing with her hair, watching the movie and smiling as she slowly relaxes*
[Joey] Andy? Remember when I was cold towards you, after we first met? It was because I thought you were like Dom. I know you aren't, and I am thankful for that. But, I just thought you should know why you get a bad rap from everyone. Guys like him, ruin it for the decent guys who aren't out there hurting girls for fun.
[Andy] *hugging her against him* I know love, I know. it's guys like that whom I never wanted to be like, but always managed to get lumped in with. But I made my own bed, I know what comes of that. And I know how lucky I am that you saw through all of that to see the man who loves you.
[Joey] You are lucky! *a little giggle slipping out as she turns to look at him* Hey, I need to tell you something. Don't freak out. Part of what pushed me over the edge with Dominic today, I have to go to the states to go to an appeal case. The guys that tried to hurt me, who killed Julie. They are up for parole. I wasn't going to tell you because I didn't want you to feel like you had to go. Cause you don't. But, I have to be there.
[Andy] I wish you wouldn't hide things like that from me Joey. Of course I'm going to be there, not because I feel like I have to be, but because I want to stand by you when you need someone. *kissing her* It will be ok.
[Joey] Well, there is the whole Nate thing. If I force you two to be together you seem to argue or give each other looks. I was trying to avoid all that. Plus, my mother will probably be there and her and daddy just got divorced, so its still all new to everyone. *looking at him and kissing his cheek* But, you are welcome to come. Because I know you want to be there.
[Andy] Nate and I are good, and even if we weren't we would be for this. I wouldn't do anything to stress you out while you're going through this, and I know he wouldn't either. I can't wait to meet your mum, is she as sweet and charming as you?
[Joey] *smiling* No, I am like my dad. My mom is, well she, she's my mom and I love her. That's about all I can say.
[Andy] Aah, I've got relatives like that. *smiling at her* Hey Joe, guess what?
[Joey] You'll see when you meet her. *shaking her head* What Andy?
[Andy] *leaning over and kissing her again* I love you. *smiling and tucking her into bed* And I think you should get some rest.
[Joey] I love you too, like a whole lot! I don't feel much like resting, but can you restart the movie and we can watch it quietly? *watching him restart it and laying on his chest watching it as he plays with her hair*

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Aftermath

Opening the door and putting Scott's stuff down on the floor. Moving to set down the little boy and smiling as he realized he was fast asleep on his shoulder. Carrying him into the living room and laying him on the couch. Kissing his little head before turning to speak to Dominic.
Not even bothering to knock he flings open Dom's door and isn't phased at the sight of his brother having sex with another female who he could care less about. "Dominic we need to talk." Waiting for Dom to acknowledge him and then getting mad when he just moans louder. "You son of a bitch!" Walking over to Dom and pushing him off the bed and looking at the girl. "You better get your shit and get out of here. I need to talk to my brother and he doesn't function when he smells a whore close by."
"What is wrong with you Hugh? Lisa, don't go. Let me see what this boy wants." Covering up and pushing Hugh out of his room, closing the door as they walk into the kitchen. "I can't believe you just did that. Did your balls finally drop or something? What ever is going on, better be damn well worth it!"
Motioning for Dom to follow him into the living room. "Anna, Anna was the girl in the hospital. She was sick and the boy is yours."
"Bullshit. She took the money and got an abortion. She was given alot of money to start a new life. She is just a money hungry bitch. She is probably laughing now, knowing she got even more of my money and made up a crazy scheme so we wouldn't come looking for her."
"Please tell me you are joking. Because if you are serious I might have to punch you in the face." Looking at him and feeling the anger build up inside him. "She died, I watched as she said goodbye to her son. I watched as they tried to save her, and I watched as she was pronounced dead. She didn't come up with a scheme. She couldn't go through with the abortion and left to start a life for her and her son. Your son!"
"I don't care what she did, I don't care where she went. I told her to get rid of the problem and she said she would. I gave her a substantial amount of money and we parted ways. Problem solved." Shaking his head. "Now, if she didn't hold up her end of the bargain, that is her fault. Not mine. I don't want children. I never have and I never will."
"Well, then what are you going to do about the little boy sleeping on the couch. We are all he has left."
Looking at Hugh with big eyes. "Excuse me? On the couch. You brought him here?" Turning to see a little boy sleeping soundly. "Well, then you have two choices. Your first choice, get him the fuck out of my house. Call someone to get him and take him. Or your second choice, keep him and get the fuck out of my life." Watching as Hugh almost falls. "I don't want him here, I will not raise some little misfit. He's not mine, he will never be mine. You took him, he's your problem now." Turning and walking back to the bedroom and opening the door. "Lisa, I have something for you."
Watching as his brother slams the door shut he waits, thinking Dom will change his mind. Hearing moans come from the room he gets upset. "Well, that didn't go at all like I planned." Picking Scott up and carrying him to his room he lays him on his bed and takes out a suitcase. "Well, I guess it's just going to be us. I don't know what to do. But, I can't let you down." Packing enough clothes to last him a few days he makes a few calls and finds a hotel to stay at for the night.
 He takes his stuff and Scott's stuff out to his car and packs it in the trunk. Running back in the house he grabs some food to get him through until he can make it to the market in the morning. As he hears Dom's moans get louder he rushes to his bedroom to grab Scott, trying to avoid any other arguments. Picking up the sleeping child and grabbing his cell phone charger he walks out into the living room. Opening the front door as he hears Dom climax, whispering towards the room. "Hope she will love you Dom. No one else does anymore."
Closing the door behind him as he rushes to get in the car. Laying Scott down and covering him with a blanket before jumping in the front seat. As he drives away he looks back one last time hoping to see Dom running after him to stop them. But all he sees is darkness with a few dim street lights pointing to the emptiness.
******************************************************************************
Waking up to a little hand in his face he slowly opens his eyes. "Hey buddy. Are you hungry?" Throwing back the covers he fixes Scott a peanut butter sandwich and pours him a class of water. "Sorry that its not a proper breakfast but I didn't know if we'd have a fridge or not, so I just grabbed a few things that wouldn't spoil."
"It's okay, I like peanut butter. Can you cut my crusts off? Mommy did that for me." Smiling as he watches Hugh cut the crusts off and cut it in half. "You made triangles, that's how I like it!" Reaching for the plate and kneeling on the floor to eat.
"I have to take a shower and get ready. We'll get you a bath and dressed after that. I have to call a friend and look for somewhere to stay." Getting up and opening his suitcase. Grabbing some clothes then turning on cartoons for Scott. "I'll be right back. Don't leave this room and don't open the door if anyone knocks." Seeing the little boy nod he heads towards the bathroom and takes the quickest shower he's ever taken. After getting dressed he starts the tub for Scott before walking out to find him something to wear.
"Scott, are you done eating?" Seeing Scott point to an empty plate and cup before standing to throw it away. "Good job. Thank you for cleaning up after yourself. Okay, this is your stuff. I don't know what you have or what is clean. Will you come help me find you an outfit?"
"I can show you what's here. I have socks in this pocket, undies in this one, pants here and shirts here. It's cold so we didn't pack my summer stuff. And I only have this pair of shoes. The rest are at mommy's friends house. I don't know where she lives but its a long drive from here." Watching as Hugh picks him out an outfit he pulls an envelope out of his bag. "I was supposed to give this to my daddy. But he doesn't want me. So I guess I should give it to you."
"Scott, that's not true. He is stupid, he doesn't know what to think right now. I am still in a bit of shock myself." Opening the envelope to avoid meeting the little boy's eyes. "What is this?"
"I don't know. It's stuff my mommy said I needed to carry in case she didn't come home." Grabbing his clothes and walking towards the bathroom. "I don't like closed doors, so I am going to leave this cracked a little." Walking into the bathroom and getting undressed, he climbs into the tub and uses the soap and shampoo containers as boats. Happily playing in the bath.
Sifting through the papers he shakes his head and tucks them back in the envelope. He calls Mia first and explains everything to her, then waits as she runs down to hand the phone to Jackson so he can retell the same story. They both offer help and a place to stay, but knowing he didn't want to stay there he thanked them and promised he'd come by soon to show off his nephew.
Looking through his phone's contact list he sees Joey's name. With a press of a button he waits as her phone rings. On the 3rd ring he was getting ready to hang up and he hears her sweet voice. "Hey Hugh, how are you today?"
"Hey Joey. Are you busy today? I have a little situation and I need some help." As he tells Joey the whole story he gets sidelined by her eagerness to help him.
"I can sleep in Nate's room, he's rarely here. If he is here I don't mind crashing on the couch, or I can sleep at Lizzy's. We can make it work until you find something. Come over today. I will have my room all ready for you."
"Joey, sweetie I can't take your room. I will find us a place to stay. I just need you to watch Scott for me so I can apartment hunt."
"I will watch him and you can stay here until you find something. Friends don't let each other sleep in hotels. Not when they have room for them. No more arguing. You know where I live, come over. I'll be expecting you. And, I don't know what you are looking to spend but, there is an apartment for rent here. It's small, but it's a start."
"You are awesome Joe! I will get us ready and head there shortly." Hanging up the phone and making sure all their stuff was gathered together. "Hey guy, are you all clean yet? We have to check out soon."
"I am getting out. I will be out there in a minute." Drying off as best he can he pulls on his undies and slides his shirt on. Getting mad when it won't go on right he walks out to Hugh. "Can you help me?"
Walking over to Scott and seeing that he is still wet he grabs a towel and dries him off and slides his shirt on. Then helps him pull up his pants and puts on his socks. "Do you know how to tie your shoes?" Seeing the little guy look embarrassed he grins. "It's okay, I will help you. Your dad couldn't tie his shoes until he was 7." Smiling as he ties his other shoe and stands him up. "Go get your dirty clothes and put them in that bag by the door. then check the room for anything we might have left behind. We are going to my friend Joey's house."
As they walk to the car Scott walks beside him quietly. Climbing in the back seat and getting buckled. He watches as they drive, paying more attention to his surroundings then to Hugh. As they pull up to an apartment building he sighs and gets out. "Is this another person who won't want me?"
"Scott, why do you keep saying that. You said it about your dad and now my friend Joey." Looking at the little boy.
"I heard what he was saying last night. I wasn't sleeping the whole time, but I didn't want to get up because everyone thought I was asleep."
"I'm sorry you heard that. Like I said I am sure he didn't mean it, he's just in shock." Smiling as he tries to reassure the child.
"It's okay, I guess I just thought it would be different."
Hugging him, then getting them ready to go to Joey's. Feeling like a schmuck as they head upstairs but calming down the minute he walked in. Joey just had this gentle way about her.
"You don't have very much stuff, you need me to help you carry the rest up?" Joey heads out of the apartment but gets called back by Hugh.
"No, I didn't bring anything else. I tried to get out of there before Dominic had anything else to say. I will go back and get more. I am just not in the mood to see him right now." Following Joey into her room and setting their stuff down.
"No worries! I'll go get some stuff for you." Smiling as she helps him unpack. "Luke and Nate know you are here, so don't feel bad about staying with us. Nate is going to be in the states for a few days, so I can crash in his room."
"Thanks Joey! Oh where are my manners. Joey, this is Scott." Watching as Joey bends down and smiles at him.
"Hi Scott, you sure are a handsome little guy." Holding her hand out she smiles at Hugh. :I was going to fix some tea, do you want to help me?"
Smiling back at her he takes her hand. "I can help? Okay, let's make tea."
Hugh watches as they walk towards the kitchen. Thankful to have a friend to count on. As he gets settled Joey brings him some tea and convinces him to give her the keys to his apartment. Getting the directions she calls Lizzy and feels better knowing she has a friend going with her.
"Call me if you need me, but Dominic is rarely home in the mornings. Just use the suitcase in the closet and get what you can. I will get the rest later." Hugging the girls and then sitting on the couch to watch tv with Scott. "I will call the lady about the apartment in a few. Wish me luck."
Joey and Lizzy wish him luck the turn to giggle at each other as they run out of the apartment.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Life and Death

Watching Joey walk back in the arms of her boyfriend is sweet, yet a bit annoying. Wishing I could find a sweet girl like her to date. One that has never been with my brother. Laughing as Simon walks back and brings a refill. Losing myself in liquid was all I had planned for the night. So I settled in and made small talk with Simon as we watched some program he had on the tele.
Hearing my phone I looked and didn't know the number so I pressed ignore and shoved it back in my pocket. It rang again and I ignored it again, thinking if it was important they'd leave a voicemail. On the 3rd call I was frustrated so I flipped open my phone and with the most annoyed tone, answered. "Hello?"
A mild little voice came on the phone. "I am trying to get ahold of Dominic. Could you tell me how to reach him?"
Of course it was some girl trying to find Dom. There WAS always some girl looking for him. "I'm sorry I am not my brother's keeper. Did you try calling him on his own number?" Wanting to slam his phone down, but resisting the urge. "Look, I'm sorry that was rude. I haven't seen Dom all day. Can I take a message?"
"I had a lady here that claims he is the father of her son. I can't tell you much more than that, but I do need him to come as soon as possible."
Looking down and talking slowly. "A child? A son? Dominic?" Taking a breath. "I will call him, where are you?"
After getting the information he pays Simon and runs out the door. Feeling bad for not telling Joey goodbye he makes a mental note to call her later. Opening his phone he calls Dominic. When he hears his brother he can't quite find the right words. "Hey bro, look I need you to meet me at the CM Medical Center as soon as possible. It's important."
"Dammit Hugh, what have you done this time? Did ya break something? Can it wait, cause I have this fine ass honey sittin on my lap and I am getting ready to fuck her."
Shaking his head at his brother's ignorance. "No, I didn't break something. There is a lady who says you are her baby's father there and you need to go see what is up."
"Interesting, well, looks like that isn't gonna happen. I am in it for sex, any kids aren't part of the package. Listen I'll tell you what. You go there and buy her off, tell her we'll pay her to keep quiet. Ladies love money. You know my account number. Keep it under 3 million. Love you brother!"
Standing in shock as he hears his phone beep, alerting him that the call had been ended. He looks around and decides since he always cleans up Dominic's messes, one more wouldn't kill him. But as he walked he told himself this was it. He couldn't keep doing this. Dominic was never going to learn to take care of himself if Hugh babysat him.
By the time he made it to the medical center he was angry. Angry at Dom, but mostly angry at himself. He isn't a stooge, but for years he's been Dom's stooge. How unfair that he had become the older brother and Dominic, the actual older one, had become so out of control that he hated him.
Flinging the doors open and walking inside he told the gentleman at the front desk who he was and why he was there and was sent to the 3rd floor. He stepped off the elevator and saw a small little woman wearing a lab coat and smiled. "Hi I am Hugh, someone called me looking for my brother Dominic?"
"Is your brother coming?" She looks past Hugh towards the door and then looks up at him and frowns. "Well, this isn't good. I will have to call someone to pick up the child. He can't stay here seeing as how he's been here all day."
"Can't he go home with his mom? Besides, I need to talk to her anyways."
Looking at Hugh she sighs. "Come to my office please." She leads him into her office and sits him down, then sits on the edge of her desk. "I am sure he would love to go home with his mom, but the truth is he can't. His mom is very sick, she can't raise him anymore. She might not make it til tomorrow."
"She's sick? Who is she? I know my brother has been with alot of women, but I know some names. Maybe I can help figure out if this child is my own nephew." Looking at her as he leans forward. "She's dying? Is she in pain? Can I see her?"
"I am not sure you should see her. She looks pretty bad. But, if you think you know her I guess it wouldn't hurt." Standing up and leading him into a room full of machines. "Anna, I couldn't find Dominic, but his brother is here. Can he come in?"
"Anna? I know her!" Moving past the doctor he stands beside Anna and smiles. "The girl who broke my brother's heart. What happened? The doctor says you are sick?"
Trying to smile as she looks up at Hugh. "I have a blood disease. I am dying. I need to see Dominic. We made a son." Taking a deep breath and closing her eyes. "Hugh, you take my son. Take him to Dominic, let him see our little angel." Drawing in a deep breath. "Doctor, I don't have much time. Can I see my baby one more time?"
The doctor rushes out and walks back in with a little boy. Picking him up and putting him on the bed with his mother she looks at Hugh and then back to Anna. "Scott, give mommy a kiss and hold her tight."
Watching as he sees the little boy hugging Anna. He takes her hand and smiles. "It's okay Anna, I'll make sure he is taken care of. You don't have to worry." Feeling her squeeze his hand slightly she lets go and hugs her son one more time before motioning for the doctor to take him.
As she lays there watching her little boy leave she closes her eyes, as one tear falls down her cheeks the machines around her all start going off. Hugh jumps and runs to get help. As the staff runs in to try to save her, he stands there and watches all their efforts fail. As she is pronounced dead he runs out of the room and throws up in the closest garbage can.
"Hugh? I hate to bother you right now, but I need to ask you for a favor." The doctor smiles and hands him a bottle of water and 2 pills. "This will help." As she watches him take the pills she leads him to an exam room. "Look, you and your brother have the same parents right? Can I get a swab of your cheek? I can test you and see if you and Scott have any of the same DNA. It's not 100% but its close enough. It will take a few minutes, since I have a little magic on my side."
"If you think it will help, sure. I just lost my dad so I feel for that little guy. If he is my nephew, then he needs to be with us."
Prepping her supplies she explains everything to Hugh, then she swabs his cheek and places the swab in a test tube. "You can stay in here or you can go out there and I will call you back. It's up to you."
Wanting to move but feeling like he is unable to he sits there. "I'll wait."
As she runs the tests she makes small talk. "His name is Scott, I guess after a team? Something like that. He is 5 and his birthday is in the fall. He is a sweet little guy, but very quiet. Oh, and he doesn't have the blood disease his mother has. We ran those tests when she came in. He is healthy, in case you were wondering."
"Oh, that's good. So, what if he isn't Dominic's son? Do you have any other family you can call for him? Or does he become a ward of the state?" Watching her as she runs the tests. "I mean I don't want that to happen, but Dominic told me to come here and buy her off. I don't know what I am going to do." Looking at her helpless.
" Well Hugh, you need to figure it out because his DNA is a match to yours. A few things are off, but he is your nephew without a doubt."
Feeling the words sink in he sits there speechless. Watching her as she goes on and on about the genetic make up and the factors which prove he is Dom's son.
"Can I see him?"
The doctor smiles and nods before putting her tubes down and walking out of the room. After a few minutes she walks back in holding Scott's hand. "Scott, this is your uncle Hugh. He wants to meet you." Leading Scott to Hugh then excusing herself from the room. "I'll be back in just a minute."
Hugh kneels down on the floor and looks at the little boy. Spotting several similarities between Dominic and Scott right away. "Hi Scott. I am your dad's brother."
"I know, you are Hugh. You play for the Scotties. I seen you playing before. Mommy took me to the giant cup to watch my daddy. He doesn't know about me. Mommy said somethings are better left alone."
Smiling at the little boy who had Dominic's gift of chattering away. "So you came to the world cup? I didn't see you. You should've come said hi."
"I wanted to but mommy said no. She was sick and didn't want him to know about me. I was her secret."
Looking at the little boy. "Her secret? Why were you her secret? Do you even know?"
Nodding. "Daddy gave her money to wash me out of her tummy, but mommy couldn't. So she left town and it was just us. When she got sick she came back and tried to find him. But, she was too sick and now she is gone. And I am all alone."
Watching as the little boy cries he picks him up and hugs him. "You have me, so you won't be alone." Patting his back as the panic runs through him. Dominic knew Anna was pregnant and tried to get her to have an abortion. The hate and anger started to build up in him. He didn't know what he was going to do, but he knew he needed to be there for Scott.
Walking in the room with a small suitcase. "This is all he had when they came in. He said they didn't have much." Handing Hugh a bunch of papers and then having him sign a few spots. "You two can leave when ever you are ready.  If you need anything please feel free to call."
Thanking her and heading out of the medical center still holding Scott as he walked to his flat. Unsure of what would happen when he saw Dominic, but knowing that he had just done the right thing. Dominic was a loser and would always be a loser. His penis ruled his world, Hugh had known it but never accepted it until that very minute.
As he walked he thought about poor Anna, who wouldn't take her baby's life. He admired her. It was time he stood up to Dominic as well. Reaching for the door he felt a fire build inside him. One that would help him through. Looking up in the sky and smiling as he silently thanks his dad for giving him the courage to stand up to Dominic for once.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

By Candle Light

[Andy] *taking her bag in one hand, and holding her hand as they walk down the stairs together. When he opens the door to a room filled with the flicker of candles and the smell of strawberry he smiles* Come on in, the strawberry candles I got because they remind me of you. What I want to do right now is to relax you, don't see all of this as trappings of a seduction, they're merely tools to relax us both. *flicking on the radio to a light classical station he pours them each a glass of white wine* I know you don't really drink, and I'm not trying to get you drunk, but again, this might help. Anything in this room you are not comfortable with I can change, immediately. *watching her for a reaction of any kind* Got that Blondie?


[Joey] *looking around and smiling* Had this been a room full of balloons I might have been running around like a fool, pooping them one by one. But it is very relaxing in here. *taking the wine from him* You won't be offended if I don't drink all this right? *moving to sit on the couch, watching him*

[Andy] Not at all. *smiling* I like it when it's like this in here. I don't use candles a lot, mostly because when I do Lizzy calls me a girl. *chuckling* But I enjoy nice things, and I like soft light, and good smells... If that makes me a girl, then so be it. *taking a drink of his wine before setting the glass down and tracing her arm* Have I mentioned, lately, how absolutely irresistible I find you?

[Joey] Not lately, but I do enjoy hearing it. *setting the glass down and climbing into his lap* I love how naturally I fit in your arms.

[Andy] I love that too. *holding her and kissing her, realizing that even a few moments of that will probably cause a situation which will make her jump and run* Stand up for a second love, I want to show you something. *when she stands he lays back on the couch, his head resting on the arm, then he pulls her down onto him. making sure one of her knees was situated on either side of his thigh* Ok, now, lean down and kiss me, and don't jump, I'm going to move, *when she kisses him again he slowly bends his leg so that she's holding onto it with her two legs, but she is several inches above the evidence of his excitement* How's that? Are you comfortable?

[Joey] *straddling his leg as she kisses him, feeling herself kiss him more passionately as she realizes he is under her* I'm good, but I can move if I am hurting you. *leaning down and kissing his neck and Adam’s apple*

[Andy] *laughing quietly* No Blondie, you aren't hurting me. You weigh, what, like a stone and a half? *leaning back and feeling her kisses on his neck* Ok, now do one more thing, as slowly as you like. Squeeze your legs together and push yourself back up against my leg a bit. *feeling almost like a pervert as he directs her, but knowing that he's going about things the right way for once in his life*

[Joey] *trying to follow his directions and getting frustrated as she doesn't quite understand, afraid to tell him she smiles and decides she would hide the fact she was clueless.* Can I try something? *seeing him nod she lifts his shirt up a little and over the next few minutes she inches his shirt up until most of his chest was exposed, smiling at her progress with that instead*

anniemcd@rocketmail.com: *leaning his head up to hers and kissing her. A long and demanding kiss* You know what? I've never had getting my shirt pulled up be such an exquisite*kissing her collarbone where it comes out of her shirt*erotic *kissing her neck on the other side* experience. *kissing her mouth once again, and unconsciously shifting his leg as he does*

[Joey] *smiling playfully and taking a breath* I think you can take it off if you want. I am okay with your chest now. It's a pretty nice looking one too I might add. *playing with his hands she puts them around her as she lays down on top of him, kissing his neck and earlobes*

[Andy] *rubbing her back through her shirt as she nibbles at him closing his eyes and simply enjoying the feeling* Thank you. *he kisses her, wrapping his hand up in her hair, but being careful not to pull or push too eagerly*



[Joey] *putting her hands behind his head as she crashes into his lips, kissing him and sucking on his bottom lip. smiling as she pulls away from his kiss, moving to kiss his chest and then giggling* Sorry, I'm trying. *blushing as she cuddles up into him*

[Andy] *wrapping his arms around her as she cuddles into him* Oh my god I can't believe how cute you are. Beyond all of the beautiful and loving and caring and kind; you are simply adorable. *adjusting himself as he quickly removes his shirt and then gets comfortable again, once more wrapping his arms around her and running his fingertips lightly on her back just below the hem of her shirt*

[Joey] *feeling her heart race as she lays against his bare chest, she closes her eyes and tells herself she is okay, feeling herself relax a little she moves more on her side, taking his hand and leading it to feel her bare stomach. holding his hand so he can't move it any higher she feels a tingle over the skin he touches and shivers* Is that supposed to happen?

[Andy] *smiling* If I'm doing things right it is. How does it feel to you, do you like it? You can tell me if it's overwhelming or you need to stop. *moving his fingers in a light circle where she's holding his hand*

[Joey] No its okay. I am trying. *kissing him as she moves his hand off of her and rolls back onto him, sliding down a little so she can lay on his chest. all to aware of her position she feels his hardness under her and tries to pretend its nothing*

[Andy] You are doing just fine Joey. *biting his lip and sighing quietly when she adjust her position, moving against him. He kisses her neck again, and then each of her cheeks before pulling her mouth to his in another intense kiss that seems to last forever. He moans quietly into the kiss, feeling his arms wrap around her more tightly. Moving his mouth from hers he breathes into her ear* You have no idea how much I want to touch you right now. I'm not going to, but I think you need to know, you are *nibbling lightly on her earlobe for a moment* so desirable.

[Joey] You don't know how weird that sounds to me, it's not bad at all. Its just different. *smiling as she runs her fingertips along his chest and has an inner fight with her mind about whether she should try touching his nipple or not, sighing as she decides to run her fingers along one of his nipples and watching as it gets hard* Oh my gosh! *jerking her hand back* Am I hurting you?

[Andy] *taking her hand and placing it gently back where it was, allowing her to feel the nipple* No, you are not hurting me. You are light years from hurting me right now. It's just a natural reaction to stimulation, yours should do the same thing when you're cold, or *clearing his throat* aroused. But I understand sometimes it can be painful. This, however, is anything but.

[Joey] *smiling as she watches her finger trace each of his nipples, then slowly and cautiously leaning down to kiss each one, licking them and pulling back and smiling at him. rolling over on him so her back is against his stomach she takes his hand and slowly guides it to rest on her chest, with eyes closed she lets go of his hand and bites her lip*

[Andy] *resting his hand where she laid it, the other hand on her stomach. After taking a deep breath and clearing his mind he starts tracing his finger very delicately and slowly around her still covered breast, working his way, over a period of several minutes, toward the center. He pauses* Are you sure? It's very sensitive, it could ... startle you.

[Joey] No I'm not sure, but I have to let you try right? I have come this far, I think I will be okay. *laying still as she waits*

[Andy] *closing his eyes and moving his thumb ever so gently across her nipple. Feeling as it peaks under her bra and shirt, and whispering the palm of his hand against it, holding his breath for her reaction*

[Joey] *shivering but smiling* That's not so bad. I don't think I am ready to experience it without my shirt on, but this is a start. *lacing her fingers in his and bringing his hand up to kiss it she sucks her breath as she leads his hand to her inner thigh, letting go of him she starts breathing heavier*

[Andy] *staring down the length of her body, feeling her quickening breath, and his own heart racing. The old Andy in the back of his mind, hating himself a little, for the words he's about to speak* Joe. I promised. I'm not going to do anything you're not ready for, I'm not trying to push you here.

[Joey] I put your hand there, you aren't pushing me. I am not getting undressed. You could strip and that is okay, but I know I am staying fully dressed, well except my socks cause I hate wearing socks. *giggling she rolls off him and stands up beside him looking down at him, and then grabs her pj's* I do know that this outfit is way more comfortable so I am going to change real quick, do not move! *walking into the bathroom and closing the door she leans into the mirror and checks herself out. putting cold water on her face and stripping down to her panties then putting on the loose fitting pj's. with one more look she opens the door, leaving her clothes in a pile in the bathroom, and walks back into the living room*

[Andy] *when she walks away he stares after her for a few moments and then stands, walking into his bedroom, muttering to himself* I feel like a ruddy virgin again. I forgot how exciting it was. *laughing quietly to himself as he changes his jeans for a pair of pajama pants and then jogging back into the living room throwing himself back onto the couch in the same position he had been in. When she walks back into the room he beams at her* You know, with these candles shining on you, you are absolutely breathtaking. *he holds out his hand for her and waits for her to settle on him again, placing his hand where she had laid it and kissing her cheek* I love you so much Joey. *he begins by running his hand up her inner thigh, trying to ignore how good her body feels pressed against him.*

[Joey] *smiling as she hears him talk and then feeling a wave wash over her as he rubs her inner thigh, feeling him under her more then she had when he had jeans on* Forgive me if I don't have the romantic words you do, or really much of an ability to speak. *taking his free hand she holds it in his* I want to feel something, don't get nervous. *rolling back over on him and looking into his eyes she uses her feet to help her shift and slowly move up and down sliding herself against his hardness and feeling him against her*

[Andy] *holding very still under her as she moves against him. Fighting the desperate urge to push her harder against him and increase the exquisite friction* um, wow. *sliding his hand down her back and gently cupping her bottom through the thin pajama material, feeling as she moves tenuously against him*

[Joey] *kissing him as she rubs against him faster and slightly harder til she suddenly stops and smiles* That feels really good, and if I don't stop I will want more. I do want you, badly. *sighing she starts to move off of him*

[Andy] *kissing her as she backs away and then helping her flip back onto her back, still lying against him, his hardness trapped between his belly and her rear, feeling almost as good as it had moments before* Can I try what you were hinting at before? *slipping his hand down the outside of her shirt, rubbing her nipple again until it peaks and gently caressing that, as his other hand slides up her bare thigh to the bottom of her pajama shorts. Going over the top of her shorts he skims one finger over her, applying just enough pressure that he knows she can feel him through her shorts and panties*

[Joey] *laying still she feels his hands on her and she opens her legs a little more enjoying the feeling. taking his hand and sliding it in her pj bottoms over her panties she pats his arm to let him know she is okay*

[Andy] *letting out a low sound that is a cross between a moan and a growl as his fingers feel the dampness beneath them. He turns her head s that she is facing him and kisses her hard and deep, his tongue slipping into her mouth and exploring at the same moment that his fingers start moving against her. His breath coming harder as she lets out a soft sigh. He presses a little harder into her with his hand and feels her bottom move against his now throbbing stiffness. Still, unwilling to stop, he rubs her a little harder and faster* Amazing, absolutely amazing* he breathes before taking her mouth again in an aggressive kiss*

[Joey] *moving under his fingers and feeling the simple pleasure in his touch, in his kiss she moves her hand underneath her bum and rubs her fingers against his stiffness, wanting to touch it but afraid of hurting him. rubbing the length of him with her fingers, softly moaning, scared at the feelings she is experiencing but not saying anything because she realizes this is supposed to be happening*

[Andy] *tightening up as he feels her hand on him, through his pants, jerking involuntarily* Oh god help me Joey, that is the best thing I've ever felt. *pressing his fingers against her and feeling her moving with him, deciding to take a chance and slipping one finger into her panties and running it over her slickness* Is that ok? *he asks her through his ragged breaths*

[Joey] *panic in her eyes she freezes and catches her breath* Will you hate me if I tell you that makes me uncomfortable?

[Andy] *quickly removing his hand and kissing her neck softly* Absolutely not. I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Are you ok?

[Joey] I am fine sweetie! You can still do what you were doing or you can let me move so I can do this without hurting my arm. *rubbing his hardness and smiling* I am a bit limited right now.

[Andy] Oh god, I'm just fucking this all up, why didn't you tell me I was being a selfish prick? *laughing and pulling her arm out from under her, kissing her again* Let me try something else. Don't be afraid okay? *kissing her hand and then taking it down to her panties he smiles* This is actually one of the things I wanted to show you earlier, but I got ... distracted. I'm going to ask you first this time though. Would you like to know how to *rubbing his thumb firmly into her slit, and caressing in slow gentle circles until he feels her moving against him again* do that, yourself?

[Joey] *shaking her head* I want to be able to get to the point that I will have someone to do it for me. You know, if you know any one interested. I like what you are doing, I am just not all about doing it myself.

[Andy] *smiling* Well my lady, you have a willing servant for life. Because I will never deny the opportunity to be this close to you, to show you how much I love you. *finding her clit through her pajamas he begins running his fingers against that, shivering as she closes her eyes and moves her hips against him, he begins speaking very quietly into her ear as his fingers continue working* Tonight, I want to make you cum, I want your first orgasm to be because I gave it to you. I can't tell you how good you feel moving against me right now. *kissing her neck and then whispering some more* Eventually, I want to be able to touch you, slide my fingers inside and feel all of you, lick and kiss and caress you until you can't take anymore. *as he speaks his fingers speed up and he once again finds her nipple with his free hand. He cradles her breast, massaging it as he kisses her deeply again* I want you to know nothing but pleasure from my touch. I could do this forever.

[Joey] *biting her lip and moving her pelvic area under him so that he can rub her* I want to try something, but you have to go at my pace. *taking his hand in hers and guiding it down her panties again, this time on her terms, feeling him slide in her slit and rub her clit she tenses up but lets him continue. moving under his hand and moaning as she enjoys the feel of him touching her sensitive area* Just like that. *spoken barely above a whisper*

[Andy] *moaning deeply as his fingers brush against her wetness* Just like that I can do. *moving gently and breathing hard as she continues pressing her hips and backside into him with each movement of his hand. His mind is a whirl as he follows her lead, massaging her clit and still playing with her nipple through her pajama top* You feel amazing

[Joey] *moving faster beneath him she grabs his arm and bucks against him as she feels this sensation run through her whole body. sacred and intrigued at the same time, she feels him still rubbing her and as she curls her toes and arches her back, pushing her slit into his hand she shakes and screams so loud she scares herself. As she shakes she holds onto him so tight with tears in her eyes she finally is able to let him go as she convinces herself to relax*

[Andy] *When she lets go of him he wraps his arms around her in a tight hug* Shh, it's ok, it's supposed to feel like that. *chuckling quietly and holding her as she catches her breath* That's a hell of a grip you've got there Blondie *trying his damndest to ignore the fact that her orgasm had made his situation that much more intense*

[Joey] *rolling over on him and reaching her hand down to rub him, feeling his hardness she kisses him as she rubs her hand against the fabric of his pajama pants*

[Andy] Careful now, that thing's liable to go off at any moment. *shivering with her touch combined with the softness of his pant material*

[Joey] Maybe that is what I am going for. *kissing him as she moves her hand slowly up and down over him* Do you need to take it out so you don't get all that stuff over you in there?

[Andy] That would be the ideal way to do this. You don't have to you know Joey. I can take care of things. Hell, you could even watch if you wanted, you mentioned that earlier. *kissing her forehead* Please don't misunderstand me, there is nothing I want more in this world than to feel you touching me without these damn pants. But I also don't want to be the guy your brothers warned you about. I will let you do anything you want, *sighing as her hand continues moving against him* And happily. But don't feel like you have to.

[Joey] I don't feel like I have to. Cause you should know me enough by now to know that's nothing you have to worry about. *lifting his waistband and looking down then looking up at him and slowly reaching her hand in his pants, touching him with one finger and then taking her time getting used to it before slowly taking him in her hand and slowly sliding her hand up and down his shaft at a steady pace*

[Andy] *groaning deeply as her hand strokes him* God, that's amazing *feeling his breath quicken he looks at Joey as she touches him, then closing his eyes because the sight of her doing what she was almost enough to bring him to the brink right then* Absolutely amazing.

[Joey] *kissing him as she slows down to trace his veins with her finger, moving her finger tips to softly rub him. feeling him move against her hand as she opens her hand up and wraps it around him and squeezes slightly, at the sound of his moan she relaxes her hand* Sorry, I don't know what I am supposed to be doing with this. *sliding her hand up and down him as she continues to kiss him*

[Andy] Do not. Ever. Apologize for what you're doing right now. *chuckling slightly, he takes his hand down and puts it over hers, positioning her hand on him* Now squeeze, a little more, that's good, and *losing track of his words as she starts stroking him, squeezing and releasing* That's perfect *he says with ragged breaths* Now, just a bit faster.

[Joey] *following his direction, she speeds up slightly and smiles to herself as she hears him quietly moan. changing between fast and slow she keeps rubbing him, leaning into him as she kisses him deeply*

[Andy] *pulling away from her kiss as she speeds up again* Joey, I'm getting close. *feeling the build up and wanting to warn her before he let go*

[Joey] *looking at him* Close to what? *rubbing him as she feels him get harder in her hand and start throbbing, freaking out she jerks her hand back* Oh gosh, I'm sorry! Did I break it?

[Andy] *reaching down and taking over where she pulled her hand away* No love, you didn't break it. *stroking a couple of more times and then shuddering releasing into his other hand, hoping that Joey wouldn't be grossed out* I'm sorry sweetie, when it's that close there's really no stopping it.

[Joey] *kissing him as she giggles* I am sorry I am a spaz. Let me get you something for that. *still unable to look down at his man part, gets up and hands him some napkins.*

[Andy] *cleaning up and blushing slightly as he pulls her down onto him on the couch and covers them both with a blanket* So ... hi. *he smiles and kisses her neck gently*

[Joey] Hi you! *snuggling into him and relaxing as he plays with her hair*

[Andy] How are you feeling?

[Joey] I am okay, a little shocked that I freaked out when you were, well yeah. But other wise I am grand. *leaning over him and looking at his face* How are you feeling?

[Andy] I'm feeling grand myself. *moving her hair aside and kissing her temple* To tell you the truth I'd forgotten how much fun this part could be. You made me feel things tonight that I've never felt before.

[Joey] One more thing I would like to try and then I will be totally satisfied. Wanna hear? *smiling at him as she plays with his chin, rubbing her fingers along the jaw line*

[Andy] There's more? Sure Blondie, I'm game for anything else you want to try.

[Joey] *standing up and holding her hand out to him* Tonight, you are not sleeping on the floor beside me. Tonight, we are going to go lay in your bed, and go to sleep together. *smiling innocently as she pulls him off the couch*

[Andy] *following after her, a little dumbstruck* Joey? *he asks as she sits on his bed, thankful that he'd cleaned up today* I loved tonight, every moment of it. But, *trying to form a coherent thought* I need to know why you decided on tonight? I feel like I'm getting a prize, and I don't recall having done anything to earn it. *laying back in bed and staring at the ceiling* I don't even know if I'm making any sense at all.

[Joey] I wake up at night and see you beside me on the floor and it makes me sad that I can't have you beside me. I wasn't ready for sex, I am still not ready for it. But I feel like we've shared ourselves with each other and it seems like we are doing it right. You were patient with me and you love me. That is all I needed you to prove. So you earned it without even knowing you were trying.

[Andy] *wrapping his arms around her* It does feel like we're doing things right. I've never done all this, and I have to say, it's much more satisfying than what I was doing before. I feel very ... content. Happy even. *squeezing her* It's nice.

[Joey] I have never done any of this so for me its all I know. How is it different? *cuddling into him and laying on his chest as she talks*

[Andy] Well *speaking candidly* before it was all very casual. There wasn't a lot of emotion behind it. There certainly wasn't a build up like we've had. I would take a girl out, take her home, sleep with her, and then walk her to her car. Or apartment in Sky's case. That would happen maybe twice or three times. Then it would stop. We became friends, or stopped talking altogether. Never any real feelings, never any commitment. This is much better.

[Joey] And what if you lose feelings for me? Will you walk me upstairs and then just stop talking to me?

[Andy] It's not like that. I never lost my feelings for those girls. You can't lose what you never had. With you, I don't think it's possible for my feelings for you to ever disappear, they're stronger than anything I've felt before.

[Joey] *looking up at him and smiling* You never did love any of them, did you?

[Andy] No, I never did. *smiling*

[Joey] *kissing him then moving to look at him* Does it feel weird to love someone? Well, to love me?

[Andy] It feels ... wonderful. Like it's what I've been looking for for so long, and I never even knew I was looking for it.

[Joey] I am glad I gave you a chance to feel that. It's pretty important to love someone. I can't promise you much, but I can promise you that I won't hurt your heart. I know what that feels like and it sucks. *laying back on his chest and pulling the blanket over her a little more* I like being here in your bed with you. Its way better then the floor isn't it? *giggling*

[Andy] *wrapping his arm around her shoulder and kissing her gently, pulling back stifling a yawn* Way better.

[Joey] *yawning and settling into the bend of his shoulder and arm, looking at the dresser across the room* I'm gonna need a drawer for my pj's. But, not a drawer that has been tainted. I don't even mind sharing with you. *giggling quietly*

[Andy] Tainted? Oh, you mean ... *laughing* No, silly woman. No other girl has ever earned a place in my dresser. You'll be the first.

[Joey] *grinning widely* Really? I think that is awesome! I love that I am your first for a few things. *kissing him* I think its special even. *kissing him and moving to his neck* Since you are my first on a few things too. *moving to kiss his Adam’s apple and then landing back on his lips*

[Andy] *laughing and hugging her as they kiss again* You are my first in a great many things. *yawning again* We should really get some sleep though.

[Joey] I don't want to sleep. I want to lay here and enjoy the feeling of being in your arms, on your bed, knowing that we just shared something very intimate with each other. Something that I'd like to do again sometime. *yawning* But, sleep is going to come whether I want it to or not.

[Andy] Don't worry cutie. We have a lot of time, all the time in the world. Right now I'd like to enjoy another first of mine. Falling asleep with the girl I love in my arms.

[Joey] *kissing him again and closing her eyes as she lays there beside him* Goodnight my love. *yawning as she feels him hold her closer, smiling as she feels herself falling asleep, their breathing almost matching as they slowly fall asleep together*

An Evening at the Pub

[Simon] *watching as the doors open and a crowd of faces he recognizes pours in* Well hello there young ones! Don't you all look brilliant. There's a large enough table over there, and Willow will help you with your drinks. *to Joey* You just missed your dad. He popped in, but left almost straight away with a friend. *giving her a jovial smile*


[Andy] A magical pub? Honestly? You people have more things I never knew about than I could possibly imagine. Do you have your own hotels too?

[Simon] *winking at him* Rooms for rent upstairs.

[Joey] He said he'd be here. *shrugging* That's okay, he deserves to hang out and have fun. *turning to Lizzy* Was he meeting your dad?

[Lizzy] *looking around in wonder, and then stepping out of the front door, and then back in again* It's bigger on the inside. That's brilliant! *to Joey* Nope, not my dad. Maybe it was mystery woman?

[Joey] He needs to admit he is seeing someone. He's sneaking off and that's not okay. *looking at Luke and whispering* Hey that's that girl that went and shagged Dom. Ewww

[Lucas] Joe, you are so immature. *winking at her and smiling* But yes, eww would be the proper statement on that. *taking Lizzy's hand and leading her to the table and kissing her before they sit down*

[Lizzy] It was Dom and some girl too wasn't it? Miss Pom Pom? *raising an eyebrow looking at Willow* I don't know how she does it. I don't know that I could be with two people at once. Let alone strangers.

[Andy] Give her a break, she's just being young and having fun. *smiling at Joey* You should tell your dad you want to meet his girlfriend. I'm sure he's just afraid you won't handle him dating very well.

[Willow] *walking up to the table and smiling at everyone* Oh hi! I know you all! From the World Cup right? What a crazy weekend that was. *pulling out a pad and quill* What are you all drinking?

[Lucas] *smiling at Willow* Yes it was an interesting weekend. *looking at Joey and Lizzy* What do you girls want to drink?

[Joey] *looking at Willow and then at Simon* I will be back, go ahead and order without me. *getting up and walking to the bar*

[Willow] *taking everyone's drink orders with a smile* I'll be just back with those drinks. *looking at Andy* Do I ... do I know you?

[Andy] I was there that weekend too. You probably didn't notice me, you were chatting with Dominic and his ... friend. I believe you were slightly distracted.

[Willow] Hmm. Yes, I suppose that must be it. You'd think I would remember you. *shrugging and giving them a cheerful smile* Ok then, I'll be back in a few.

[Simon] *sitting down the glass he was polishing as Joey walks up to the bar* Hey gorgeous. What can I do for you?

[Joey] Hey uncle Simon. You won't think to poorly of me if I order from you instead of her will you? There are germs everywhere and *clearing her throat when Willow gets close to the bar* And I don't like germs. *smiling at him*

[Simon] *raising an eyebrow at her* I suppose that'll be alright.

[Joey] I'll have some juice, any kind. What ever you have handy. *flashing her sweet smile at him*

[Simon] *pouring her a glass of cranberry juice and watching as Joey's eyes follow Willow* You know, she's a really nice girl.

[Joey] I am sure she is, I just don't like how she gives her love to everyone. That's not how its supposed to be. You are supposed to do that with people you love.

[Simon] *ruffling her hair* Willow is different. She's a special girl, but her belief is that love should be shared. You should ask her about it one day, she's very open about it. And she's not a tramp, she's just ... free.

[Joey] *looking at him with a lost look* But daddy said that is wrong. *shaking her head* I know I was raised a little different, but there are bad people out there. Sometimes sharing isn't the best idea.

[Simon] No worries princess. *thinking of his niece, and of the man who raped her, and his two little girls* Daddy's aren't always right, but I think yours is right, for you. Willow's path is right for her. To each their own. Now, go sit back down sweetie, or your boyfriend will think I'm trying to whisk you off your feet.

[Joey] *standing on the foot rest of the bar and leaning over to kiss Simon on his cheek and smiling at him* Thank you Uncle Simon. I will try to give her a chance, but if she flirts with Andy I think I might get upset. Cause he was like that and I am not. I believe relapses are possible, even when the people don't want that to happen.

[Simon] *watching her walk away, then looking at Willow, who walked up to get their drink orders filled* Careful with that brown haired guy there. That's Alec's daughter's boyfriend. Don't you go working your wiley charms on him. *chuckling and filling glasses*

[Willow] I don't know Simon. There's something about him. It's like I know him and I've only said two words to him.

[Simon] *giving her a serious look* I'm not kidding with this one Wills. She's important to me. Almost as much as you are. Don't go seducing her boyfriend.

[Willow] *smiling as she lifts her tray and walks back to the table* you know guys who are attached are off limits Simon. Don't you worry about me. *winking and bopping off toward the table* Hey! *dropping off the drinks and a couple of menus* I'll be just over there if you all want food. *catching Andy's eyes again and then looking around the table as a whole* Or anything at all.

[Lucas] Sorry Joe. *looking at Andy* Are you sure you two never hooked up? Cause she seems pretty sure she knows you.

[Joey] *looking towards Willow and then at Andy as she waits for him to answer*

[Andy] *staring after Willow* Yeah, I'm sure. I'd remember that. *looking at Joey* Sorry. I mean ... no, yeah. I mean I'd remember her. I don't know why she seems to know me, but something seems familiar about her too. Maybe we went to school together?

[Lizzy] She's younger than you Andy. Maybe she's been in the diner?

[Andy] *shrugging* Who knows. Either way, I'm with the most beautiful woman in the city, so whether or not I know some barmaid has absolutely no relevance in my life. *kissing Joey's cheek*

[Joey] *at Andy's comment she looks away, and focuses on the wall* But you'd remember that? My looks have no purpose except to try to get you out of the trouble your mouth got you into. God, why did we come here again?

[Andy] Is it a bad thing that I actually remember the girls I've slept with? Would you prefer that they hit me by surprise?

[Lucas] Because you wanted to see your dad, and we wanted to keep partying. Joey don't be like that. Let's have fun.

[Joey] I'm still waiting for someone to walk up and hand you a baby or some paper saying you're a dad.

[Andy] That's not going to happen Joey. I have always been very careful. And I have always kept in touch with the women I have been with, even if it's just keeping an eye on them like I did with Sky. My dad was never around, and I'm not going to be that guy. *sighing as she continues looking at the wall* Look at me. *glancing around the table and then lowering his tone to a near plead* Please. Joe. *running one hand through her hair until she looks at him* I regret my past, but I'm not going to lie about it to make you happy. I would remember if I had been with her. Because I've got a soul, and I don't count women as notches on my headboard. You know who I was in the past, and I don't see any reason why I should start hiding it now. I love you, but I'm not going to lie about who I am.

[Lizzy] *ignoring Andy and Joey completely and whispering into Lucas's ear* So what was that you were mentioning earlier about the proper ways to behave in private?

[Joey] Andy, I see how she looks at you. I am forever aware that one day you might get fed up with my simple ways and walk away. I know you love me, but you admitted earlier you don't love me enough to marry me. I have no solid grip on you and I feel like I am slipping; it's not going to take much to separate us. Maybe I should put out so we can see where we stand after that?

[Andy] Woman you are going to drive me mad. Not an hour ago you were thanking me for saying no. And I don't recall EVER saying that I didn't love you enough to marry you. I said that YOU are not ready. And that I am certainly not ready to be anyone's dad. I love you; I'll go marry you tomorrow. No putting out required, if that's what it takes for you to understand that you're not getting rid of me that easily.

[Lucas] *leaning into her and kissing her before sliding off his jacket and placing it on his lap and then taking her hand and letting her feel his hardness that he pulled out of his pants and has hiding under his jacket* He wants you. *pulling her hair closer and putting his jacket on her too as he spreads her legs slightly and rubs her panties*

[Joey] *looking at him and smiling* You'd marry me tomorrow, and then regret it the next day. I know you love me, but I don't think its enough to keep your sexual frustration at bay. Why don't you go have a fling and then see if you can come back to me? You know the girl that can't stand seeing you without a shirt because it makes me nervous.

[Andy] Joey. I am NOT sexually frustrated. I don't want to be with anyone else. Ever. And I don't care if I have to wear a shirt every day for the rest of my life. I will not go and have a fling, and frankly I resent your implication that I would. My feelings for you run deeper than that, and if I need to I will wait every day of forever for you to be ready. Or not. But if you can't believe me then that is your problem, not mine. I'm tired of having to defend myself. I do it to your family all the time, but I shouldn't have to with you. You should know me better than that.

[Lizzy] *stroking Luke gently, feeling as she grips harder that Luke responds in kind. She feels the dampness on her panties and leans over, kissing him again, the feeling of his hand on her in this public place getting her more excited. She runs her thumb over the head of his cock and feels his fluids beginning to drip too. Rubbing her thumb in a circle around in it she is satisfied to see his hand tremble as he reaches for his drink*

[Joey] *leaning into him to speak and then sitting back in the chair and thinking about what to say next*

[Lucas] *carefully sliding her panties over and sliding his finger inside her as he tries to steady his breathing, feeling her wetness he leans over and kisses her aggressively*

[Joey] *seeing Luke and Lizzy kissing and then turning to look at Andy* We are always going to have a little issue regarding me letting go of your past, and most of it isn't even your fault. Because you didn't hurt me, they did. But, I don't know what to do to get past that except to try to make us work. I am not going to make you wait forever, and I know that you are being so patient. I want to give myself to you, but I am just not ready. I feel guilty because you aren't used to waiting for the girl to be ready. I feel like a horrible girlfriend.

[Andy] *getting frustrated* God. Joey. Stop feeling guilty. You're making ME think I'm pressuring you, and I know I'm not. I want to make this work too, and I'm all too willing to wait for as long as it takes. But honestly, I have a past. We're going to meet girls who are a part of that. If this is how you react to someone who thinks she might know me, what are you going to do with girls I really have been with? After all, I'm still friends with quite a few of them. I'm not giving up my friendships.

[Lizzy] *hearing Joey and Andy she backs away from the kiss, although she doesn't stop rubbing the hardness in her hand. Instead she whispers in his ear again* You know, I noticed a nice little gazebo out back. It's mostly blocked from the street. *gripping him a little more tightly and sliding her hand down and then back up his length* Feel like a bit of a walk?

[Joey] I never asked you to give up your friendships! I am still friends with Evan so I wouldn't ask you to do that.

[Willow] *walking back up to the table and looking at Lizzy and Lucas, tapping Lizzy on the shoulder as she comes up behind them* Hey, anything else I can get everyone? *feeling the tension from Joey and Andy she takes a step back, shaking her head and looking at him* Did you go to school in Godric's Hollow?

[Andy] Where? No, I'm from London.

[Lucas] *kissing Lizzy and sliding his finger out of her and fixing her skirt, then tucking himself away before balling the jacket up and holding it to cover his situation* We will let you talk, come on Lizzy. *grabbing her hand and walking out letting her lead the way to the gazebo*

[Joey] *looking at Willow and then at Andy* I have to, uh, use the restroom or something. *getting up and walking away trying not to cry she hears the door close and then feels herself getting picked up from behind*

[Hugh] Joey! *hugging her and looking at her face he gets mad* Hey sweetie, who caused those? *rubbing the tears off her cheeks*

[Joey] No one. It's just me being insecure and scared. *smiling at Hugh* I'll be fine. Hey were is Dom? This is one time I need him near me. That girl he was with at the world cup is here and she is talking to Andy. He could've come in and taken her off and had his way with her and I wouldn't be sitting here sad and jealous.

[Willow] *putting her quill behind her ear and looking after Joey* I hope I didn't get you in trouble with your girlfriend. *biting her lip and for once looking like the shy girl who had started at Hogwarts so long ago*

[Andy] She'll be fine, it was a long day. Hey ... *looking to see if Joey was coming back* I'm pretty sure I would remember, but we didn't ... you know... did we?

[Willow] *laughing lightly* No, we didn't. If you didn't remember I certainly would have. I have been with precisely 10 guys, and four girls. You are not any of them. *giggling* She thinks? Oh, oh no. I'm so sorry. I can get my mate Daniel to cover this table if you want.

[Andy] *sighing* I think that might be for the best. I still wonder why you're so familiar to me though. *shaking his head* I'll figure it out. Eventually.

[Joey] *goofing around with Hugh and looking at Andy, blowing him a kiss and then spinning in the bar stool while she waits for Willow and Andy to stop talking*

[Hugh] So I see you are still with him? He's not a bad guy or anything, but you are so different from him.

[Joey] But he's a good guy and I love him. He treats me well, cares about what I do and say, and he has to be the most patient man I know. *smiling at Hugh* All of that aside, I know how I feel and that is all that matters right?

[Hugh] *smiling* Yes, that is all that matters silly. *spinning her in the chair and laughing*

[Willow] Well if you figure it out let me know. *smiling and winking at him before walking away and pointing Daniel toward the table*

[Andy] *sitting there watching after her and then staring into his glass miserably*

[Joey] *seeing Andy alone she looks at Hugh* I am gonna go talk to him. *hugging him then jumping off the stool and walking over to Andy* I'm sorry for earlier.

[Andy] *staring at his drink and then looking up at her* Joey. I don't know how this is going to work if you keep doing this. I am doing the right things here. I'm not seeing anyone else. I'm not pressuring you, I want to support you, but whenever I try you ... I don't know, you get all upset. It's almost like you want me to pressure you. I don't say anything about you spending time with the guy who is actively trying to get you back, but I think I recognize someone and you freak out. I love you Joey. I love you so much, but what am I supposed to do?

[Joey] You can do what you want. I am your girlfriend not your keeper. I was just telling Hugh that I love you and how great you are. I know how lucky I am but you have to understand, its different for me. I am still learning that love isn't painful. I don't care what she is, was, or could be. Right now I don't care about anything other then telling you I do love you Andy. Beyond that, I can't promise anything. I will get upset, and be hurt, or jealous. If you can't deal with that I have to respect your feelings.

[Andy] I can deal with that. I AM dealing with that. I've been dealing with that a lot, and I think I've been doing a decent job of it. I know you're going to have feelings, and I know that they will include jealousy and hurt. You're human. And you're beautiful and sweet and you're like a delicate flower. And I feel like I'm just stomping all over you.

[Joey] *kissing him* You are doing just fine. I think my emotions are just to much to fast sometimes. I am learning, I may not always be the best girlfriend. But I will try to make sure you are always happy with me.

[Andy] *wrapping his arm around her and kissing her* I promise, I will always be happy with you, even when I'm not happy with you. *looking into her eyes* That's what love means.

[Joey] This love stuff is a lot, but I am happy to learn with you. *kissing him again* Where did they run off too? *pointing to the empty chairs in front of them?

[Andy] *shrugging* Probably just wanted to stop us harshing their new relationship mellow. *laughing and kissing her again*

[Joey] Probably, they are cute though. Funny how that hooking up thing they started turned into a real relationship. That's rare. *putting her hand in his and smiling*

[Daniel]*walking up to the table and wiping his hands on his apron* Hey guys, everything going alright today? Are you hungry?

[Joey] *smiling at Daniel* I am kind of hungry, I didn't eat much at a party since they had meat about the table. *looking at her menu* Can I please get a ceaser salad and oh some mozzarella sticks? *smiling at Andy* You'll help me eat those right?

[Andy] *smiling at her and squeezing her hand* Of course I will. *looking over the menu* And I'll have a bowl of the vegetable soup. The other two should be back soon. *looking toward the door with a knowing smile* They'll probably be hungry as well. Thanks. *glancing over at Hugh* Want to invite your friend over?

[Daniel] *writing down the orders* I'll keep an eye out for your friends. *leaves the table*

[Joey] *smiling towards Hugh sitting at the bar talking to Simon* No, not yet. I will invite him when Lizzy and Luke get back. Right now its just us, and I like that better.

[Andy] *grinning and kissing her gently* So, I've never been a boyfriend at Christmas time before. What would you like? I'm kind of excited to do the shopping.

[Joey] *looking at him a little taken back* Hmm, I really don't know. I've never had a boyfriend at Christmas either. We could go shopping together and point out a few things we like and then part to shop and meet back up. Or I dunno, that sounds like I am 15 and going to the mall with daddy. *covering her face as she laughs*

[Andy] *chuckling* I'll tell you what, we'll go to the mall tomorrow, and you can show me all the things you like. *smiling at her*

[Joey] And you can show me everything you like too. Cause if you don't you will have bunch of gifts that you may hate. *smiling at him as she leans in to kiss him*

[Andy] You could give me one solitary sock, and I'm sure I would love it. *chuckling* Ok, maybe a pair of socks.

[Joey] Pair of socks, got it. *giggling* I need to buy for everyone, I am such a slacker. I know daddy wants a new bike jacket. I saw a red and black one I want to get him. It's Sophie and Owen's first Christmas so I have to get them something fun, and.... *smiling* Yeah now I see why I shouldn't wait to shop. *shaking her head before leaning into Andy* I wish I could give you a great present. One I know you probably would enjoy. I just wish I wasn't so scared.

[Andy] None of that talk. We've already been through this today. I don't want that as a gift from you Not until you're ready to give it One day, *kissing the tip of her nose* maybe you can even give it to me as a wedding gift. but not today alright?

[Joey] I wasn't talking today Mr. eager beaver! I was just saying that would be a great gift. *sighing* I am sure that is what the love birds are doing as we speak. I know his jacket trick. *making a face* He's so weird!

[Andy] Jacket trick?

[Joey] *blushing* He used to sit with Jonnie and I wasn't allowed to come in the room if he had his jacket on his lap as they cuddled. I just thought it was some unspoken code I had to obey. Then one night I heard her talking to her friend on the phone about how he lays his jacket on his lap and lets her play with it when they aren't alone. *shaking her head* After that I avoided them when they were cuddling all together.

[Andy] *laughing* Genius! I mean ... *looking at her and giving her a bashful smile* Well it is a bit of ruddy genius. Still, I'm not sure I like that behavior with Lizzy. In public. With me right here. *shuddering* Yeah, I'm not sure I like that at all.

[Joey] I know when he was with Jonnie I spent a lot of time with Ty. I believe he likes, you know, a lot. She must like it too. Now that we know what they are doing, I wonder if they are going to get more obnoxious about it. I knew they weren't watching that many movies! No one can watch that many movies and not get bored. *laughing nervously* And I really mean watching movies, I hear the other isn't boring at all.

[Andy] *shrugging* Depends on who you're with. I mean some girls, especially those who are relatively inexperienced, it's new and exciting for them. It doesn't get boring for a long time. Then those are the girls who've been doing it since they were ... well too young to be doing that for sure. Especially the really really pretty ones. They act like a guy should be grateful that they've lay down and spread their legs. That gets old, and boring, right quick. *watching her as he speaks* Tell me if I'm over sharing. I don't want to make you uncomfortable, but you seem to be determined to talk about this today.

[Joey] I am curious and scared. I want to know, but I don't. I can't even explain how my brain works. You are fine with sharing, if I don't want to hear anymore I will tell you. *looking at him as she bites on her bottom lip, deciding how to word what she wants to say* I have never seen people who love each other doing that. I have seen Julie raped and the video for a split second at your place. That is all I know of it. I have never touched one or anything.

[Andy] Well ... *looking slightly disconcerted* I mean that's ... that's not how it's supposed to be. On the video I mean, and what happened with Julie. It's not like that at all. I can understand why you've never touched someone else, but you .. *getting a little color in his cheeks* You take care of your own needs right?

[Joey] My own needs? What does that mean?

[Andy] You know ... like ... *at her confusion he flushes more deeply* You don't touch yourself? Down there? *as he asks he runs one hand feather light up her thigh*

[Joey] *looking at him a little confused as she puts her hand on his and moves it closer to her knee* Well I wipe when I use the bathroom. And I have to clean everything when I shower. But, beyond that, no I don't touch myself.

[Andy] *tightening his hand on her leg for a moment before removing it and leaning his head back against the booth* So you ... *blinking at the ceiling and then looking at her* you have no idea what any of it feels like. *trying to have this conversation without getting turned on and finding himself massively unsuccessful* You've never? You've never. Wow. Um I mean, I can talk you through it. Or something. No, you don't want that. Yeah, *taking the food from Daniel and thanking him quietly, watching him walk away before looking at her completely seriously* Is that something you'd want to try?

[Joey] *unwrapping her silverware and crossing her legs as she puts the napkin on her lap* I need a book or something. Maybe if I learn a little about it, I won't be so scared of trying any of it. But, I am curious about how it all works. I have always been curious, but the fear overshadows it and I don't know how to get past that. *leaning in and whispering* I heard Jonnie say something a few years ago and I wanted to see for myself. But, I never mentioned it to EJ cause I didn't want him to think I was crazy. You already know I am so what do I have to lose. *giggling before taking a bite of a mozzarella stick*

[Andy] *leaning in and whispering back* And what is it that you heard Jonnie saying? *playing with her hair as he talks*

[Joey] *whispering in his ear* Boys sometimes like playing with themselves in front of women. She said its a turn on for her when Luke did it. I want to experience that. *turning red and looking at the table as she takes a bite of salad*

[Andy] Do you have any idea how hard you're making it for me to behave Joey? *leaning down and kissing her neck, before breathing in her ear* Any time you want to experience that, or anything else, you just tell me.

[Joey] And you'd do that? For me? *smiling at him then frowning* Does it hurt?

[Andy] Oh I would. On a second's notice. *fidgeting with his cup so as to keep his hands off of her* Does what hurt?

[Joey] When you rub yourself. You are yanking it a little, right? I thought it was sensitive.

[Andy] *laughing quietly and smiling at her* Oh you are the most beautiful creature I've ever encountered. No, it does not hurt. Quite the opposite actually. Yes, it is very sensitive, but just like you wouldn't punch yourself in the face and cause injury, I'm not going to "yank" til it hurts. It's all about feeling good. When we get back to my place can I show you something? I swear we'll both stay fully clothed, and all I'm going to do is kiss you, but I think it might help you understand...

[Joey] *looking at him, nodding her head slowly* If I don't like it can I tell you?

[Andy] Always. That's true of anything you know. If you don't like it, tell me. I can't promise I'll always change the behavior you don't like, but you can always tell me. In this case, however, you will be in complete control Anything you don't like, I don't do. The very second you want to stop, we stop.

[Joey] *picking up a mozzarella stick, taking a bite then feeding him the other half* So do we leave now? Kidding! *tapping his leg* Look who decided to join us. Those two are a mess, why do we hang out with them?

[Andy] *watching as Lizzy and Luke rejoin their table* Have fun kids?

[Lizzy] Do shut up. *smiling* And yes. Oh, and that waiter guy stopped us, so we already ordered food. I am starving!

[Andy] *snickering, still trying to take his mind off of his conversation with Joey* Wonder why...

[Lucas] *smiling at Lizzy* I already told you when we get back home we were going straight to my room. Don't worry about him, he's probably just jealous that we were having fun and he is stuck in here serving people like Joe. *winking at Joey*

[Joey] Hey Luke! That's not nice. *looking over and seeing the spot where Hugh was is empty she frowns* Did Hugh leave? Let me go ask uncle Simon if he is gone or if is using the restroom, be right back. *getting up and walking to the bar* Uncle Simon, the kid that was sitting here, did he leave?

[Simon] *shaking his head* Hugh? He got a call ... he was muttering something about a little one? I think maybe he was supposed to babysit or something today, perhaps he forgot. The holidays are crazy like that.

[Joey] Um, okay. I didn't think he had any babies in his family. *eyes lighting up* Maybe he finally found him a woman with a little one. He deserves someone special. *smiling as she turns to go back to the table*

[Lizzy] *taking her food from Daniel and digging in, watching as Andy eats his too* Having a race there Andy?

[Andy] *shaking his head, chewing and swallowing* Nope, I just have stuff I have to get done today. You lot are going to be off shagging all afternoon at your place aren't you? You're not popping back home at any point?

[Lizzy] No. *suspicious* What have you got planned Andrew. I'd hate to have to kill you when I just thought how well you were doing.

[Andy] Nothing that concerns you. *looking at Luke* Or you either.

[Lucas] *holding his hands up* I never said anything. I made a promise to this one that I would spend the day with her, tiring her out. *chuckling* I won't have time to be concerned with what you are doing. I am concerned with who you are doing. Joey's not ready for this. I know you won't hurt her, but don't let her rush into something without being sure. Which I know doesn't need to be said, because you won't. I guess I felt the need to hear myself talk.

[Andy] I'm not doing anyone. Or anything. *sighing* I swear today people are trying to see if they can actually kill me with conversation. *looking as Joey walks back up to the table* Did your friend leave?

[Joey] *smiling* He did. He has to go babysit or something. *sitting down and leaning into Andy* Eat that last cheese stick. I am done for now. *looking at Luke and Lizzy* Want to go shopping with us in the next few days?

[Lizzy] Sure! And I'll show you what to get for that one there *pointing her fork at Andy* Because lord knows he won't tell you. *smirking at Joey* Men right?

[Andy] Hey now, how is it wrong to be happy with whatever I get?

[Lizzy] Not wrong, but strange ... you are very strange.

[Andy] *eating the last cheese stick and finishing up his soup* Yeah, I might be strange, but you love me and you know it.

[Joey] He said he wanted a pair of socks. So let's find him the most obnoxious pair ever! *turning to kiss him as she giggles* Luke, Ty wants a new game system. It's pretty expensive. I say we get it for him. Well us and Nate. He will love us for it.

[Lucas] Sounds good, a new game system for him is perfect. He loves to sit and play video games with me so that makes me very happy as well. *putting his arm around Lizzy* I need some ideas of stuff you like, and want. Unless I can just wrap myself with a ribbon and let you unwrap me. *kissing her and smiling*

[Joey] Ewww Luke, no one wants that under the tree.

[Lizzy] You don't have to get me anything, today was more than enough *throwing her napkin at Andy* Shut it, I mean asking me to be his girlfriend.

[Andy] *throwing the napkin back* I didn't say a word. I was going to, but I didn't. *smiling* See, Joey makes me a better person. *kissing her* I'm ready whenever you are by the way. *kissing her softly* And we can do whatever you want for the rest of the day.

[Joey] We will wait for these two and we can all go back home together. I will come to your house, Lizzy can go to mine. *looking at Lizzy* Well, if you are staying up there all night I will run in and grab my pj's then I won't be back to bother you guys at all. *smiling* Besides I think your couch misses me when I don't sleep on it.

[Andy] My couch isn't the only thing that misses you when you're not there.

[Lucas] *pointing to his empty plate* Done and ready to go. I don't know if Lizzy will want to spend the night since Nate is due back tonight. We have to head to the states early tomorrow, we have a game.

[Joey] Why does it matter if Nate is there? He has Sky over all the time. *looking at Lizzy* Oh, that's right. You don't like him!

[Lizzy] *putting her napkin on her empty plate* I don't mind Nate being there if he doesn't mind me being there. He's a git, but it's not like I'm planning on spending a lot of time with him. But I can come home tonight instead if that's what you want. *blushing* I mean, I don't have to stay over, if I'm there too much or something.

[Andy] Lord help me Liz. You've been like rabbits for two months and NOW you get shy? Really?

[Lizzy] I don't recall that I was talking to you Andy.

[Lucas] You don't have to go home. At all. *kissing her* You can come with us tomorrow if you want. Either way.

[Joey] *smiling at Andy* I will run and get my pj's then and will stay at your place either way.

[Andy] *standing up and holding out his hand to Luke, who obligingly hands over some money, and then going to pay the bill. He returns to the table and they all gather their things and make their way back to the apartments, chatting and rollicking in the falling snow. When they get up to his apartment Andy kisses Joey deeply* Go get your PJ's ... I'll be here.

[Lizzy] *walks up the stairs with Joey and Luke* You're not going to ... you know... are you? Just because I did, that doesn't mean that you should.

[Joey] No, I am not ready to do that yet. I would like to be able to do something with him, but sex isn't one of them. *smiling at Luke* I am almost 19, I will eventually want to have sex. But have no fear, it won't be tonight.

[Lucas] I trust you Joe, I've always known you would do things on your own time. *kissing her forehead* Do you need any condoms in case?

[Joey] *turning red* No! Oh my gosh No! *running in to get her pj's*

[Lizzy] *turning and wrapping her arms around Luke's neck, kissing him* Well, if you were trying to scare her away it sure worked. *giggling and then kissing him again*

[Lucas] I was trying to scare her from the whole sex thing. But, I believe she is telling the truth. She won't let it happen yet. *waiting for Joey to gather her stuff and leave he slides his hands up Lizzy's shirt and smiles*

[Joey] *with bag in hand she looks at Luke and Lizzy and smiles* Please don't have sex in my room, or the kitchen. The rest of the house is all yours. *smiling she runs out of the house and smiles bigger as she walks out and sees Andy waiting for her*