*Sliding her journal out from under her undies in her top drawer she smiles and goes and to lay on her bed*
~Journal Entry~
London has been treating us well. Daddy loves his job and I really like being able to go out and discover the city. Mother has called, but daddy tells her I am out with friends. Its not right to lie to her, but I think it would hurt her more if I told her I no longer wanted her in my life. She did some bad things and hurt my dad a lot. You don't do that to people you care about. One day, when I get up the courage I will face her again. And, I will tell her I don't need or want her in my life. Which seems petty when I know people who have lost their parents, and miss them terribly. But, I don't miss my mom.
I still haven't seen Mia or Jackson. I am such a bad cousin. Daddy called Jackson and told him that we were in town and Jax gave him tickets to their quidditch games. He can't wait to go cheer on the team. Dad said I should go see Mia, that I might be able to help her out. I have no idea what that means? I didn't question it. I have been to caught up in spending time with Evan.
He is the best boyfriend ever. He took me back after the disappearing act and loves me enough to some spend so much of his free time here. He's amazing and I am glad he's mine.
My sister is talking about coming for a visit. I like spending time with her but to be honest I don't like sharing my daddy with her. That really is all we share. We have different mothers. Her mom is a beauty. Dad's high school sweetheart. He was hurt when she turned to the dark arts and left him taking Jonnie with him. She always made it a point to keep Jonnie in dad's life. So she isn't too bad. I just was never allowed to be around her because my mother fears all magic.
Jonnie and I aren't exactly close but we love each other. Maybe this time when she comes we can finally build a bond. It's long overdue.
*hearing the front door slam close and her dad cussing she closes the book and puts it back in its hiding spot before running to see what is going on*

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