~ Opening her eyes she sees that another day has passed and she still hasn't been able to get up, giving up the hope of dying she decides she needs to think about all the positive things. Ty, her angel. So happy and so beautiful. He wants to be a professional basketball player, he wears his heart on his sleeve, and he was the guy that got her through the worst times in her life.
Then Lucas, her best friend. He made the world make sense after Tyler left. He had been through some rough times in his past. But even at his lowest points he still helped her see the light in her own despair. He loved her despite the problems she had or the things she did.
Feeling the pain travel through her she smiled when she thought of Tyler. Her first love. The way she knew he loved her because he not only said it, he proved it. The times he took her everywhere around school, and showed her off. She just knew it was love. Letting him go once was an accident, letting go the second time was a mistake.
Trying not to add to the pain she thinks about Joey and Nate. Her siblings that made her happy just being in her life. Her dad who raised her to be strong. She would show him how strong she was. Feeling the fight in her build she relaxed, she had faith that everything would be okay.
Being awake didn't last long, she still couldn't mend the broken heart she was fighting. The wrong turn in life seemed to set the tone for the situation she was in now. Her tears had stopped forming, but she still cried. Crying until she saw nothing but black around her. ~
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